it's a boring sunday..oh ya..i got into e6..hmm its the history class ..hahas..jus waiting fer my appeal lorx..but its fer fun de..cant get in nvm lorx..hahas..im like so dumb n useless lorx..haix..shawn smsed me todae..askin when i could return his stuffs..hahas..den after tt we liked toked bout very serious stuffss..haix..he blame me again..kao..den it's my fault la..sayin i dun trust him..pls lorx..i dun wanna bother le..alwaes my fault..now i jus treat him as my fren lorx..hahas..im good le..den he scold me..den blabla..haix..im feelin so guilty now..k..i sae it again i caused all these troubles to u..make ur dae very bad..it's me..i did everything..FINE?..HAIX..at least i treat u good enuff now..dunno y he would alwaes sae i belief nick dun trust him..trust again..tt's y in a relationship trust is very imp..hahas...luckily i got nth to do wif him le..haix..i jus feel very weird lorx..nvm..
dunno where im goin tml..i tink i gotta help my mum..hahas..im so guai horx..seldom lehx..will help mum or rot at home de..hehex..my bill gonna burst again..nvm..jus fun bother..my mum wanna cut my allowances let her go ahead wif it..cant stand it..gonna get my new mp3 or cd player le..hahs..mine like spoil till dunno wad le..at least my mum's gonna buy it..i tink im gonna becum broke le..hahas..jus joined the zodiacladies tingi yesterdae..so went to meet sharon..to fill up the form n everything.hahas..dunno if im goin to meet nick to plae bball lehx..cux i dunno whether i could go..hmm..i jus realli miss my frens sia..haix..nvm could still go out often n have all the fun we have together..
right now im jus living in boredom..i tink i can be nuts lorx..everydae liddat..still got like tons of hw..jus hate it..but playin bball wont=)...hahas..chatting wif my kor now..cya..good luck fer ur o's..mux score well..n u can do it de..u can finish ur revision..cheers..happy muggin..to all my frens n seniors..hehex..=p
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C R U S H
by David Archuleta
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
CRUSH!!!
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A pianist and cellist
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Ex ACCO cellist. Loves her Cliques - the LMAOs(consisting for 2 NJ, 3 AC, 1 NYJ & 1 PJ)
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Class of TF04 in NP
Bestie - Joson
Fader turned Sand - Jackson
Girl that's always there - AnLi
and basically anyone who's always there or secretly there for me.
F I F T E E N
RANDOM FACTS
RANDOM FACTS
well, i am 18 years old, aren't i?
SPARKS OF EVIL..
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T O D O L I S T
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T A G B O A R D
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RANTTSSS
7:29 pm - Sunday, October 31, 2004
11:12 pm - Thursday, October 28, 2004
thur again..goin to be fri..life's jus so sucky n sianx..haix..got nth to sae le..no hope of getting to bio..im jus one lousy ass lorx..haix.tink im goin into accounts le bahx..n i jus hate mr wong wai kiong..fine lorx..u can sae anyting u wan next time..n gimme a lousy remark..n conduct..good..im so 'impressed'..no mood to blog actualli..cux my fingers were realli swollen like since last wk..ever since i played my cello again..haix..till now..todae it swell again..cux i played to hard or sth liddat..a lot of pressure lolx..cux junior orchestra..if i dun play loud..the sect wont be loud enuff..den could not hear clearly..haix..im so sian..can onli sms to free myself from sum boredom..no hope la..im jus so lousy..
bizworld so sianx.we made so much loss..whoa..den watched the lit play..was kinda interesting..n funny sia..hmm..i wanna go off le..haix..so sianx..no mood todae..
true love is hard to find..but somedae it would come to u..we're gonna be separated le..gonna treasure these times..n happy momentx..gonna celebrate eng sen n clarine's bdae tml n the others too..ya..playin bball tml yay..=)..wouldnt be tt bored le..cya peeps..nitex..
bizworld so sianx.we made so much loss..whoa..den watched the lit play..was kinda interesting..n funny sia..hmm..i wanna go off le..haix..so sianx..no mood todae..
true love is hard to find..but somedae it would come to u..we're gonna be separated le..gonna treasure these times..n happy momentx..gonna celebrate eng sen n clarine's bdae tml n the others too..ya..playin bball tml yay..=)..wouldnt be tt bored le..cya peeps..nitex..
7:06 pm - Wednesday, October 27, 2004
it was really a borin dae lorx..got the bizworld tingi..hmm bout stock markets n so on..business lorx..im not tt interested..so borin..mr ang is really lame..the game master..haix..den did stuffs like selling shares n stuffs..manufacturing..like monopoly liddat..hmm..many ppl pon sku sia..i olso wan.but mum will slice me to pieces 1st..hmm..so the whole dae is the bizworld n bizbuck hahax..lame..sianx..den sms..at least can keep me awake...hmm..den after tt stayed to fill up the nyaa booklet..wa..write like siao..scribble thru onli nia..handwriting jus sark all of a sudden..neat n straight becum like wad lorx..jumpin words sia..cant stand it..den all of us jus crowd on one table to copy the dates and practices..hmm..after sku den went to help mr wong..to slot the report slips n everyting..haix..i knew it..guessed it..mr wong would write bad remarks..kao..dunno sae wad erm..si'en has improvements n done well but need to have the proper attire so tt she could excel even betta..kao ehx..wad kind of comments.kao ehx..cant stand him..should be liddat if i didnt rmb wrongly..hahax..i read le wanna bash him up..haix..onli 11/40 in class..lousy sia..den level worst deporve olso becum 34..haix..last time good now like shit lorx..argh..den received hw..maths p1 and 2..heck la..jus copy..save time..hahas..still got co tml..haix..actually was supposed to go plae bball wif nick de lorx..hahas..but cant..nvm la..next time bahx..den sg they all gotta go themselves to buy eng sen's present..cux we got co..haix..everytime olso haix..hehex..den toked to andris..hahax..she's so sweet..so joseph u betta treat her well horx..if not ur mei cum fren come beat u up..lolx..hmm..chao sian..
hmm oh ya..changed my skin again..cux got prob..hahx..sth like sg de..hehex..i really admire how zen kyn n pei yu got 1st in standard..kao..so high..pro kia..me onli 73.5 in overall..but betta den nth..besides the comments by the wong..haix..dun bother la..he wan to suan den suan lorx..cant help it anymore..still shout at me tt dae..sae wanna gib 5 demerit on the spot if i dun pull my socks again.cya peeps..good luck..dun sad k..i noe it's hard to part..but anw..we can still hang around together like wad we did now..treasure each other..FRENS FOREVER```!!!!!!whee...
hmm oh ya..changed my skin again..cux got prob..hahx..sth like sg de..hehex..i really admire how zen kyn n pei yu got 1st in standard..kao..so high..pro kia..me onli 73.5 in overall..but betta den nth..besides the comments by the wong..haix..dun bother la..he wan to suan den suan lorx..cant help it anymore..still shout at me tt dae..sae wanna gib 5 demerit on the spot if i dun pull my socks again.cya peeps..good luck..dun sad k..i noe it's hard to part..but anw..we can still hang around together like wad we did now..treasure each other..FRENS FOREVER```!!!!!!whee...
6:31 pm - Tuesday, October 26, 2004
hmm..it was like chao sian yesterdae thou had quite sum fun..nahx..those guys la..godwin n his acsi frens..good..made us run all over the place to find them..in the end they're gone..hurmph..really bad lorx..not a guy man..nvm la..den joseph went back wif his gf n he was angry wif andrew..haiyo..relax..erm..after the dialoue session it was like foreva neverending..erm so i rushed to somerset to meet eileen..poor gal..she waited quite long fer me..sory..pai seh..erm..den waited fer the rest..so i wasnt tt late..hahax..den walked around..walked like everywhere..it was sian..cux went orchard like many times le..ha..dun wanna tok bout tt stupid experience la..stupid godwin n his frens..we're not dogs k..if u hadnt brought them here it would be good..n it's like wad..the phpps gathering lehx..nvm..dun tok bout tt..all of us are angry..went to take neos wif steff,eileen,shi min,elvina..quite nice..hmm..den we toked bout many stuffs.. lolx..den skip co jus to go dere..some noe le la..hope bi wei wont scold me..im scared of her..later she yell at me how?..dun tink too much le..the co timetable is really packed..hols is packed wif practices..whoa..so 'nice' ehx.argh..still waitin fer my combination results..haix..dun tink can go bio..look at me..slack de..den never study..got la..but not really..alwaes plae..sms n blablabla..haix..no hope..n guess mr wong gonna write sacastic remarks..dam it..nvm..dun feel like bloggin le..cya peeps..so sad n no mood.so many ppl went bio..dunno where i go..like ceph,wk,edwin,jol n so on..pro kids sia..sianzation..gonna leave 2e1'04 le....````buaix
wad a lame dae..but fun..=)
9:36 pm - Monday, October 25, 2004
hmm..wad a nice weather todae..n im really in a good mood summore..hahax..seldom will be in a good mood de lorx..=)great..hmm the weather was really great too lorx..cux it's raining..but stop le..so it was like chilly n coziee..hehex..good sia..what was really great was tt there was no sku todae..yay..cheers..hahas..so i enjoyed myself outside..not at home..if not i'll be rottin n bored to death at home lorx.
so i woke up chao earlyy in the morning all thx to the radio alarm..music jus played lorx..so loud..hahas..nvm la..but anws i gotta plae bball too..so still gotta wake up..despite slpin late last nite..cux smsing n listening to radio mahx..den so bored..sms frens lorx..hahas..den shawn like very sad..hahas..got nth to sae la..he er..haix..nvm..hard to sae..den sae i trust nick n blablabla..haix..he a bit crazy le..tink i go like him or wadeva..pls lorx..i dun like any1..i repeat..i like myself can?..get it..dun accuse him fer backstabbin n so on la..he didnt lorx..i tink it's really a misunderstanding lorx..sory fer everyting la..my fault k??..SORRY..haix..really pissed at tt time..dunno y he's liddat de..but i felt very diff after i told him fer a break..hahas..den he's like chao sad sia..den no mood..haix.. i got no choice la..no feelings fer me..cant force de..so tell him everyting actually is jus lame excuses la..to let him give up..hmm ya..hope he get over wif it la..n jus treat it as nth happen b4 lorx.hmm..dun tok bout tt le la..jus 4get it..hahas..got nth to do wif me le..jus frens..i told him..but he sounded very sad..haix..dunno la..hmm..so went out round 8 plus to meet cindy,siew ghim,eng sen,khai ting,jing shi, shin yun to plae bball..met at fajar lrt station..erm..do u wanna noe i was on time..hahas..lame la..i noe..but ah ghim was late..yay..hahas..wait fer her like so long..n eng sen cant stand it..den followed by shin yun lorx..hahas..she came wif her bro but her bro left le..cux it's raining..wait so long la..hahax..lolx..hmm..den played in the rain..so nice sia..i love it..but no sun not good..cant tan myself..im not tanned enuff lorx..but im still more tanned than my sis..yippee..=p..hmmplayed like fer 3h n eng sen chao pro..hahas..like to action..ee..hahas..lolx..but he's really good la..den i injured myself..dunno hu scratch me lorx..but nvm..onli a lil blood spurt out..so it's not a big deal..after playin matches n so on..we decided to eat lunch..cux too tired le..hmm so went to lot 1to eat mac..eng sen was supposed to treat us la..but didnt..we're not tt bad anw..we're good peeps..rite?hahas..yea..i am..at least..den saw my juniors n other swiss ppl..n daphne..my pri sch bball junior..she still the same adorable n cute..hahas.my best junior after all..den went to shop around..and talk nonsense on our way..bought clarine's pressie le..was a bag..it's really nice..hahas.saboed eng sen to carry the bag..=) he dun even dare to take it lorx..summore blush..aiyo..we're like training him to carry stuffs n learn how to shop..how lame is it..=*den went to the arcade to plae..saw swiss ppl too..n my kor yan jie..ee..he act never c me de..kao..hahas..lolx..jus kiddin..dun bother him la..onli bother to tok to eng sen..humph..nvm la..im not tt childish de.hehex.i won..hahas..1st in daytona..lame la..tyco de.den went to watch movie..dunno wad la..but it's a chinese movie..very funny n lame..cast are andy lau n sammy should be..hmm..im like freezing inside..was really cold..hahas..n eng sen had leg cramp in the middle of the movie..hahas..so funny..he was realli in great pain..hahas..but in the end he was ok.was funny la..hahas..1st time c him liddat de..i still dun get wad the ending means..hahas..still wandering lorx..the crabbie group olso dunno..we felt weird n lame..hahas..hmm..den went home after tt cant stand the coldness le..jus enjoyed myself todae sia..shiok lorx..
goin to orchard tml too..hehex..fer the hope 6 gathering..whoa..eileen called me yesterdae lorx..was really happi..=D..cya peeps tml..miss u guys too..lookin 4ward to seeing my old frens..long time never c them le..gotta get money from my mum..im broke now..haix..oh ya it's my mum's bdae tml..hahas..gotta buy sth le..dunno wad to buy..nvm anw..cya..enjoy urselfs..
haix..hope tt nicholas is ok lorx..he fractured his toe during the bball match against ngee ann poly..mux rest horx k?den get will soon..
enx is loggin off now......buaix
so i woke up chao earlyy in the morning all thx to the radio alarm..music jus played lorx..so loud..hahas..nvm la..but anws i gotta plae bball too..so still gotta wake up..despite slpin late last nite..cux smsing n listening to radio mahx..den so bored..sms frens lorx..hahas..den shawn like very sad..hahas..got nth to sae la..he er..haix..nvm..hard to sae..den sae i trust nick n blablabla..haix..he a bit crazy le..tink i go like him or wadeva..pls lorx..i dun like any1..i repeat..i like myself can?..get it..dun accuse him fer backstabbin n so on la..he didnt lorx..i tink it's really a misunderstanding lorx..sory fer everyting la..my fault k??..SORRY..haix..really pissed at tt time..dunno y he's liddat de..but i felt very diff after i told him fer a break..hahas..den he's like chao sad sia..den no mood..haix.. i got no choice la..no feelings fer me..cant force de..so tell him everyting actually is jus lame excuses la..to let him give up..hmm ya..hope he get over wif it la..n jus treat it as nth happen b4 lorx.hmm..dun tok bout tt le la..jus 4get it..hahas..got nth to do wif me le..jus frens..i told him..but he sounded very sad..haix..dunno la..hmm..so went out round 8 plus to meet cindy,siew ghim,eng sen,khai ting,jing shi, shin yun to plae bball..met at fajar lrt station..erm..do u wanna noe i was on time..hahas..lame la..i noe..but ah ghim was late..yay..hahas..wait fer her like so long..n eng sen cant stand it..den followed by shin yun lorx..hahas..she came wif her bro but her bro left le..cux it's raining..wait so long la..hahax..lolx..hmm..den played in the rain..so nice sia..i love it..but no sun not good..cant tan myself..im not tanned enuff lorx..but im still more tanned than my sis..yippee..=p..hmmplayed like fer 3h n eng sen chao pro..hahas..like to action..ee..hahas..lolx..but he's really good la..den i injured myself..dunno hu scratch me lorx..but nvm..onli a lil blood spurt out..so it's not a big deal..after playin matches n so on..we decided to eat lunch..cux too tired le..hmm so went to lot 1to eat mac..eng sen was supposed to treat us la..but didnt..we're not tt bad anw..we're good peeps..rite?hahas..yea..i am..at least..den saw my juniors n other swiss ppl..n daphne..my pri sch bball junior..she still the same adorable n cute..hahas.my best junior after all..den went to shop around..and talk nonsense on our way..bought clarine's pressie le..was a bag..it's really nice..hahas.saboed eng sen to carry the bag..=) he dun even dare to take it lorx..summore blush..aiyo..we're like training him to carry stuffs n learn how to shop..how lame is it..=*den went to the arcade to plae..saw swiss ppl too..n my kor yan jie..ee..he act never c me de..kao..hahas..lolx..jus kiddin..dun bother him la..onli bother to tok to eng sen..humph..nvm la..im not tt childish de.hehex.i won..hahas..1st in daytona..lame la..tyco de.den went to watch movie..dunno wad la..but it's a chinese movie..very funny n lame..cast are andy lau n sammy should be..hmm..im like freezing inside..was really cold..hahas..n eng sen had leg cramp in the middle of the movie..hahas..so funny..he was realli in great pain..hahas..but in the end he was ok.was funny la..hahas..1st time c him liddat de..i still dun get wad the ending means..hahas..still wandering lorx..the crabbie group olso dunno..we felt weird n lame..hahas..hmm..den went home after tt cant stand the coldness le..jus enjoyed myself todae sia..shiok lorx..
goin to orchard tml too..hehex..fer the hope 6 gathering..whoa..eileen called me yesterdae lorx..was really happi..=D..cya peeps tml..miss u guys too..lookin 4ward to seeing my old frens..long time never c them le..gotta get money from my mum..im broke now..haix..oh ya it's my mum's bdae tml..hahas..gotta buy sth le..dunno wad to buy..nvm anw..cya..enjoy urselfs..
haix..hope tt nicholas is ok lorx..he fractured his toe during the bball match against ngee ann poly..mux rest horx k?den get will soon..
enx is loggin off now......buaix
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