finally..bloggin again..tis time gonna be real short.realli..not like tt time..sae short but becum long horx..hahas..cux i got nth to do mahx..kk..sory arhx..peeps..cant blog..fer like weeks le..cux reason..com lag..n got some kind of virus..becum so slow..cant get into any webbies..haix..nvm..
jus feeling down these few daes..cux of him..nvm..i jus dont understand..maybe it's the best fer us too..haix..he said i changed too much did i?..i dun tink so..i dint change..im still the same..myself..myself n myself.where did i change?sobx..i jus had to accept the fact..i dun tink i wanna get into a relationship le..jus breaks me heart..n i'll feel depressed n so on..jus hurts me too much..i got nth to sae le..jus hope tt..if tt someone ish in my life now..i could pour my sorrows to him..nvm..jus 4get it..jus needa have many frens..tt' s all..to support me n cheer me up..like the crabbie company..yea..they're my best buddies..yea..jus gimme another chance..
hopes jus fade away..
im gonna vote fer taufik n sylvester..both..hahas..but i tink taufik would win..n be the 1st singapore idol..yay..buaix..jus needa overcome my sadness..
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C R U S H
by David Archuleta
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
CRUSH!!!
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A pianist and cellist
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Once an Acs-ian ( arts and science student) should say a mix of both
Ex ACCO cellist. Loves her Cliques - the LMAOs(consisting for 2 NJ, 3 AC, 1 NYJ & 1 PJ)
The ACCO people
Class of TF04 in NP
Bestie - Joson
Fader turned Sand - Jackson
Girl that's always there - AnLi
and basically anyone who's always there or secretly there for me.
F I F T E E N
RANDOM FACTS
RANDOM FACTS
well, i am 18 years old, aren't i?
SPARKS OF EVIL..
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T O D O L I S T
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T A G B O A R D
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RANTTSSS
7:37 pm - Sunday, November 21, 2004
11:00 pm - Wednesday, November 10, 2004
hmm..gotta write a short one todae..finally managed to update..the com jus had sum stupid virus..the trojan tingi..dunno wad's tt..gotta fix it larx..haix..so chum..ok..it's quite late now..no..early..i gonna watch tv..so type faster..kk..wad happened todae..er..wake up lorx..den ate breakfast..use comp..did some church admin stuff tingi..bout the bible study tingi..hmm..den com hang..argh..den redo..kao..cant stand tis pathetic com..all thx to my lil sis..nvm..4get it..den after tt ate sth..hahas..gonna grow fat la..den went out..dashed to take the mrt to woodlands..went to cwp..wa.i was earli man..finally..ok..den meet them..my company peeps..cindy,siew ghim,jingshi,khaiting,joo zhi and eng sen..hahas.wa onli guy..but nvm la..he used to it le..alwaes liddat.cux benny ps him..den went to buy tickets fer shark tale..watched the 1.20pm show..den saw gilbert..wa..so unlucky..went to long john silvers to buy lunch..the fish wrap?didnt try it..so bought lorx..pei kt marhx..den buy la..den went in to watch le..very funny,lame..n entertaining?to me larhx..u guys i dunno..erm..i like lenny most..so sweet.tame.vegetarian..wa so cute sehx..kind n blahblah..nice to me can le..den overall ok la..cute in everything..den while watching..kept disturbing siew ghim n eng sen..hahas..lolx..kiddin onli nia..she noe la..im alwaes lame..lolx...den shin yun sms her..bout the appeal tingi..so she's in e6 now not e5..same class as me..hmm..called mum immediately..den she sae mrs mano told her tt my history is betta so cant get into geog..nvm la..den sae my sci good..hahs.lolx..not realli la..den dunno wad else she told my mum..should be crap..my mum told me..cux my mum dun like tokin to teachers..she jus feel very weird..tt's wad she told me lorx..hahas..great..tt's y when mr wong called last time..she din bother..n she jus hacked it..lalala..so happi sehx..so im still in e6..cool..hist..learn bout the past..ok..there's sum1 hu sae i stupid lorx..dunno hu..hahas..lolx..lame,farnie..i noe..den jamie olso sms me to ka jiao me..lame la..hahas..nvm..alwaes bully me..so now ur sick..too bad..lolx..hmm..oh ya..eng sen is very good man..lolx..our jie mei..hahas...kiddin la..cux im alone ma..when goin home..cux im the onli one hu took the mrt..cux kt n joo went le..w/o me..sobX..=(den all of a sudd..eng sen said yoyox..lame..gave me a shock..den he sae pei me..cux see me so lonely..lame la..not realli la..den he took mrt too instead of 187..den talk lorx..he chao lame la..hahas..same as normal..great to hav a fren like him..u rawks..im lame..ok..den went home..used com..bought the bond cd too..so cool man..the new album-classified..wa broke le lorx..cux yesterdae went to watch movie-cellular..den todae olso..den buy cd..cux more than 20 bucks sehx..realli dead..nvm..go ask from dad..n mum olso.ask from both..lalala..=)hmm it's realli nice..explosive n lullaby.realli funky..lurve them loads..nice songs..got cello part olso ma..winks..hmm..it's worth it..den watched tv n used com..so sianx..everydae its like a cycle..eat slp watch tv.use com.. very bored...livin in boredom..den ppl ask me bout my msn nick..aiya i also dunno wad im tinkin la..i dun even noe hu's tt lorx..haix..den so qiao it's those ppl hu ask..i knew it..my frens la..hahas..so changed nick..tobias chao lame..came online to ka jiao me..imitate me..yesterdae olso liddat when we went orchard..wa..nice fren sehx..he's liddat since pri sku le..so he's my best fren..lolx..good fren la..hahas..so good tt he alwaes suan me..yesterdae olso..nvm..long story to sae..i blogged yesterdae but hanged..haix..so sad..such a long entry..i tink it's the longest bahx..pro sehx..
now my mum is deciding whether i should go to aussie-melbourne..to visit my cousins..aw..dunno lorx..cux my new passport isnt settled yet..n i mux go dere in time..so tt i could come back together wif them..miss them lorx..hm..n if im goin i'll be goin alone..bored..loneliness.nvm..can slp on plane..den watch tv programmes lorx..hahas..kk..i tink i'll stop here..jus hope tt i could go to aussie next month..all thx to co..clashed everything..argh..screwed up lifee....nvm..onli if tt sum1 is in my life..it would be betta..lolx..cya..
si'en is a lil kid piggy..hahas..lame but sounds cute..yucks..dun self praise..jus sounds very er..kk..i tink i wun be slpin tonite..jus wanna tok to my frens..miss all of u loads..*muacks*=p
now my mum is deciding whether i should go to aussie-melbourne..to visit my cousins..aw..dunno lorx..cux my new passport isnt settled yet..n i mux go dere in time..so tt i could come back together wif them..miss them lorx..hm..n if im goin i'll be goin alone..bored..loneliness.nvm..can slp on plane..den watch tv programmes lorx..hahas..kk..i tink i'll stop here..jus hope tt i could go to aussie next month..all thx to co..clashed everything..argh..screwed up lifee....nvm..onli if tt sum1 is in my life..it would be betta..lolx..cya..
si'en is a lil kid piggy..hahas..lame but sounds cute..yucks..dun self praise..jus sounds very er..kk..i tink i wun be slpin tonite..jus wanna tok to my frens..miss all of u loads..*muacks*=p
7:06 pm - Saturday, November 06, 2004
haix..borin dae sia..no choice..hahas...den went fer co..den had prac..den fingers pain..got blisters..nvm..used to it..so it's ok..den practice syf set piece..quite easy..but mux look out fer accuracy..tone marh..mux be accurate..so mux press hard on the strings..hehex..den prac other songs..den tok listen to bi wei's mp3..nice sia..bond's song..explosive?..should be la..not sure..jus listen..den after tt..settle probs wif si rui..ok..now everytings alrite..den ok la..hahas..at least we noe wad's happening.toked like quite long..bout more than 30 min sehx.den shake hands..yar..so frenship is like new one?lolx..treat it as nth happen b4..if not tink le will angry olso ma..let bygones be bygones ya?so turn over a new leaf..hmm i tink im tokin some stupid crap..but makes sense la..as long as u have a fren..mux treasure..yea..den went home..hmmm quite relieved le..erm den do nth at home..rot to death..chat on fone blabla..goin to watch shark tale on mon wif crabbie they all..muahahas..including eng sen la..dun leg cramp horx..dun make me laugh again..tt time sit behind me..cux two rows ma..easier to tok..den he leg cramp..so farnie..den cramp till like erm giving birth liddat..aiyox..den he ask me to shift seat..den after tt sae no need..so leg still continue to cramp..dam pain la..i noe..ha..den after tt after saying sum stupid jokes..all of us laugh den he laugh den ok le..wa..magic sehx..lolx..hahas..dunno whether the movie is nice..but the trailer is ok to me..hmm..jus hate my parents in one way or another..nvm..no one would understand tt..haix..no use le la..onli noe how to take care my sis..i noe la..they got the talent to run n everyting..i dun hab..jus one piece of crap n shit..to cause probs to the family..fine la..one dae i get out of the house..dun regret..exp my sis..they'll regret most..tt's too bad..wanna log off le..sory arhs if didnt update the last few daes..hehex...did update..but com hang..den everyting gone..too lazy to update again..so didnt bother..anw..im happy tt taufik,sylvester and olinda is still in..=)cheers..they're so nice n cool..they rawk my world man..hmm..bb..im chao sianx now..
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