wad a day today. especially ever since the last few days. ytd is one of the worst. yea.. wad an xmas.. its christmas today yea. not very good. cux so many things happen these few days including today.. yep. good and bad. and im not myself these few days. haha. mood swings at diff times. haha. and im actualli here to apologise to some ppl 4 causing so many damn inconvenience.. all my fault argh. haha. i caused many ppl to be scolded and hurt and put them into serious trouble.haha all my fault slap myself.lol.
ok my apology to derrick..!! sorry for the inconvenience and u ended up being scolded by ppl yea. im very sorry for all these and even scolding and accusing u online.mayb all these hurt you..i dunno. at least i've said my apology. hope u'll accept. anw its all my fault last nite. yea
ok. my prob and yun yun's prob is the same..we're discussing it since ytd nite. dunno wad to do and so on. very messed up and confused.. haha its hard to make decisions in life actually. dont think its easy..yea. its so screwed up. and now ppl olso blame me argh. dunno la. i blame ppl and others now angry at me olso. ok. so its realli a nice xmas gift yea. so damn miserable. now yun yun is realli confused too haha.. relax. do things slowly. im not going for the class gathering i think it would be dead boring. not many ppl going.yup. i rather go somewhere else to vent my anger and be crazy. haha. not myself anw. sch's starting again..boring. and CO prac on the very 1st day. i miss my cello. and the practices thou i get damn tired after it. but i love it. playing the music and so on.. haha. the songs are realli nice provided if every1 plays it well la. sometimes i screw it up too. never count the beats properly play too fast or wad.haha. mr poh say im very kan chiong.lol.ok la sort of. hmm but overall ok. anw think im realli goin to scold my section. haha cux i didnt have a chance to during the camp. yea went home cux im sick. used too much energy for the practices..<
oh well i better go solve my problems now its getting worst.. argh argh argh.. damn it. why??can die man. and to XUAN HAN U ARE CLEVER LA .DUN NEED TO BE HUMBLE HAHA SEE URSELF I WROTE IT DAMN BIG 4 YOU. IN CASE U CANT SEE. 3E5 NEXT YR. SO DUN DENY U'RE BRAINY. I THINK MUCH MORE DEN ME. IM DAMN DUMB LO IN CLASS. LAST FEW DE LO. CUX NOW DEN I WORK HARD AND STUDY. haix.haha.anw. good luck to you next yr too in e5 with mrs chan. haha loads of maths homework.wahaha. but it's good. lol. MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERY1 OUT THERE. hohoho..haha. but a bad day to me and many of my fellow frens and those i caused trouble into.
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C R U S H
by David Archuleta
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
CRUSH!!!
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