practically people who knows me super uberly well calls me the PON- STAR. I REPEAT NOT PORN STAR!! okays. well that's my name now. lol. given by my PAE class like quite some time ago. but now everyone calls me that too. haha. am i one?? hmmm. maybe. well, i am super stressed over school stuff and syf. i think it's just school and syf now that stressed me up. i cant stand my life anymore. and i have became some girl dying of fatigue. and yea i sort of ponned school again today. i slept super early last night actually at around 945? but i couldnt wake up due to my swollen eyes. so i decided not to go school. and went to see the doc when my mum was done with her insurance stuff? madam called me and asked what happened to me. lol. she was like saying ' si'en you cant afford to miss any of the tests and CAs. if not it'll affect your terms and promos greatly. argh!!! it's killing me a lot now. to think of that. of course i do know about such stuffs. but who cares. at least i have an mc which i need to have one to excuse myself from today's bio and chem test. well i just missed it anw. wanted to take chem actually by going to school. but i'm just too lazy and not in the mood to even get myself to school. besides my eyes were just like a fish's eyeball. haha. kinda cool eh??
my aim was to actually quit school. but i couldnt now. as no one wants to accept me to like anywhere. i'm kinda excited this fri to start work. and jackson said i may even be trained to work at the bar!! that's so cool man. i can't wait till then. it's like work becomes more of a part of my life rather than school. school- it makes me dreadful of it. and i do hate it. itk just doesnt bring any spark to me. i can club all night and then go home and have some sleep and get out of home again. that's like so different for me if i were to put that situation in school. i will never ever do that for school like what mugging the whole wee hours in the morning and then maybe sleep a few hours or dont sleep then go school? well my answer to that FAT HOPE. DONT EVER THINK OR EXPECT THAT FROM ME! hahas. i'm such a rebellious girl. which my mum calls me that. however, she understands why that's coming from me. due to stress bombs hitting me and it can be disastrous if i were to be at the peak anytime. my best friends do know that.
celebrated calvin's birthday at bukit timah food junction. some chinese five star restaurant which they call that. kinda worth it though. and we had a fun and enjoyable time there. missed the og terribly. and didnt know that dan tong will know tobias too. it's like we're all like interconnected now once she got into HCJC. and im rather shocked that he told her that i'm his good friend. as now we dont really talk that much as before already or even hang out together ever since like sec 3? well reason- he's attached. haha. so no time for that. i kinda miss those days when we're like super close friends talking everything and bitching all the way. he sounds like some girl right. haha.
all for that today. i'm still feeling swelled up. like my right eye. just dropped some eye drop into my eye. hope it does recover by tmr. i need my eye to be normal at least! many stuffs are expected and fated. i have to believe and face it right now. dont probe over it anymore!
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C R U S H
by David Archuleta
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
CRUSH!!!
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