C R U S H
by David Archuleta
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
P R O F I L E
me myself and i :D
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at Ngee Ann Polytechinc
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Year 1 student
Music fanatic
A pianist and cellist
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Once an Acs-ian ( arts and science student) should say a mix of both
Ex ACCO cellist.
Loves her Cliques - the LMAOs(consisting for 2 NJ, 3 AC, 1 NYJ & 1 PJ)
The ACCO people
Class of TF04 in NP
Bestie - Joson
Fader turned Sand - Jackson
Girl that's always there - AnLi
and basically anyone who's always there or secretly there for me.
12:06 am - Thursday, June 28, 2007
Some of my Random Camwhoring pics!!!!
i'm just too bored and i can't even concentrate studying for my last paper which is biology! all my papers are already screwed! damn!! SSP is coming on its way! rahhhh. rawrrrrr!!!!
the 3 of us acting cute? oh my! esp shutian!!
me and anli "biting" some burger =)
cello/bass section '07 w/ my motherly SL with that pose!
my super uber CUTE cousins!!
haha. what's this?
shi jing is trying so hard!!! hard!!!
the 'dark' side of ours
stupid meryl! so damn unglam la! take such a pic of me! wonderful!
pastor eve!!! here's the pic we took!! so take it from here!!! too lazy to send to you although i could have!! hehe. see ya this fri! finally!
okays! these are just randomness. haha. memories brought back too!! heh heh! i'm super stress. and i'm sick. why am i so unlucky. it always happens to this weakling here!
and i'm not trying to act cute!! this is to YEE WEE! i've killed many rabbits last night you know!! and one of them is you. so cute falling from the sky!!hha. i shall remember that!
2:37 am - Wednesday, June 20, 2007
i'm finally like back again.
firstly, i would like to thank all my friends who had actually supported me at my school's annual concert- enCOre! thank you my friends! it's great that you guys spurred me on till the end. haha and the comments given were great except for certain songs and so on.
next to all my seniors too. i love you guys loads. i'll be missing you guys and i doubt i could be the president, seriously! judging from the kind of results i've been getting from tests and everything and teachers complaining about me to MS TOO. which is seriously a very bad thing. i just hope that maybe i will get through my interview and that i will not screw it up. currently i'm mugging for my terms but there's only like 8 days for me to really study. but during this period of time, there's like sleep, bathe, eat and some time for leisure which takes up dont know how much of precious seconds, minutes and hours. well, i think everything will be very bad after term's results are out. how? someone save me!
cello/bass- i will not forget you guys and especially the so called three musketeers. hmms. fond memories will be left behind and i shall leave the next legacy behind. i guess i've been a good and great influence to you guys and so you're motivated by me! hahas. well it's only the few of us. i'm still doubtful about some of them. but well, it's ok. as long as everyone as done their part in it!
quite sometime ago, he talked to me and actually apologised about what he did to me in the past. well, i've already decided to let go. As i can't hold on to him again and made him mine right?i've waited for the day to come but after trying and as days passed i knew it's impossble. i actually reacted quite calmly about that when he asked me to forgive him and if i dont he'll have the guilt for life or something. i yearned to be with him once again though but we have to go on seprate ways. he's nice but sometimes it's still best if we still remain as good friends. it's better too right? he's down recently but all i could do is to be there for him and support him as a friend. jia you for you! don't be down almost all the time. smile and think positively like what you've told me during that short period of time =)
i've found out being single/attached does makes a great difference
like now i can spend my days with different groups of friends and have loads of fun and not tied down to something or have something right on my mind to worry about.
being attached do takes up one's time and it's necessary for both parties to give in at certain times and at certain situations. and well time and communication is very crucial for a r/s! it's the ultimate factor for it to go on well. sometimes there's love in between them, but somehow it's just very hard to spend time with each other esp when there's sch, activities and friends. one can ask and demand alot about it and this can cause strain to the r/s. i do believe that most of the time both parties do love each other a lot! and it's really a lot! it's hard for them to let go at this point of time but they do not really have a choice. well, there's always fate that will bring them back again together. as it's not because there's no love that broke them apart, it's TIME! like what the hell right. lol. why am i posting about such stuff at this time??
and just now at like 12.44
there goes this CUTE THEORY by jackson tay:
he says:
cute people dont fall sick!
how could the "cute" one fall sick??
aiyo, then it'll be so un-cute-ish already!
what is going on? what kind of logic or theory! hahas. wonder who he's referring to? make a good guess. tag it on my tag board and i shal see if you've answered it correctly!
i have to thank him too for always being there for me and supporting me all the way and accompanying me at any time of the day. cool right. someone who brings you around in singapore to eat delicious food and places which you will never know there's good food! someone who can reply your msg-es at like anytime even in the wee hours and the good thing he did on sat/sun was making some erm mint-chocolate alcohol mixed with fresh millk for me! great. i'm not a good drinker but the way he did it was superb! i wasn't drunk and he said i'll definitely say "NO KICK" wonder what kind of slang or language was that. but i guess it's jus no effect or something. it tastes really nice. but the after effect a bit weird though.
lastly!
i hate you for just treating me this way. what kind of friend are you. when i treated you super well or maybe more than a close friend. and all you wanted was free sex! whoa. if you want to have free sex i think you've found the wrong girl already. find someone then. go away. you've shocked me and i shall never ever contact you or reply to you when you are going to find me! i thought you were always nice to me. being there for me when times are hard and comforting me but what you did and said was really inhumane. well, i know what you want but i can't accomplish it. i'm so sorry then. yar right- as if i do! hahas. shoo. i seriously do hope u reflect on how you've treated me! thank you.