watched transformers with morven today. it's so damn cool can!!! i love it truck loads. esp when it changed to the chevrolet! oh my gosh! and i'm quite into knowing cars now! haha. maybe it's because i love them. yea i want one of them! esp "FAIRLADY". who will buy me that? i'm not that rich enough to get one. hmmms. yea so it's a much watch for transformers. but i wanna watch the uncut version although my friend says it's to violent and gory. hmm. maybe i could handle that. i wont freak out right! well, too lazy to talk about the rest of my happenings.
but do look at this super cute video! haha. and i love the song! but it's still very creative using lego toys. =)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O-tkqpHnxTI
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by David Archuleta
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
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12:55 am - Friday, July 13, 2007
1:31 am - Thursday, July 12, 2007
yea! i felt that i've just got rid of this heavy burden! well, there's some kind of regret and i do miss some people and the kind of warmth they had given me. hmms, i do agree with you my dear friend. it's kinda weird for a person to react in such a way. if you do want people to know the whole world will know. and if you do want to keep it confidential, it is up to you too. but there's no right/wrong to know something isn't it? it's due to curiosity. remember the saying that goes curiosity let the cat out of the bag? get that right in my juicy weeny brain. you're much intellectual and who knows maybe you may be a member of social affairs of singapore or sth in that related field! but i bet to agree that your rule will be uberly great. qualification does showcase a person's intelligence in that certain area. but it does not reflect what kind of a person you are and even with high IQ but low EQ where do you stand? a person has to be real in everything he/she does. i can truthfully admit that i am such a person. i handle sutffs in a rightful manner and i dont like to keep it to myself unless it's unnecessary.
heh. i dont know what i am trying to say here. but dont ya think i do make some sense over here? if you do agree, please leave a tag! it's a must! lollers.
i shall sleep early tonight and have a refreshing morning later on! si'en you can do it! i know you can! just fight against your stupid self!
thanks for those who had helped me through and listened to my stupidities~ i think i've been so much of a burden and boredom for the past few days. but i bet my 'highness' and randomness has brought some spark to your lives. haha. ain't it?
smile smile smile! =)
have a smiley day ahead!
ps: i know i do tend to be emo at certain times. but i have a mind of my own and it's part of growing up. the reason is i dont have a goal ahead and many people are just trying to psycho me into something that i dont really like. i know that i am a little fickle minded and tend to regret sth later on. but it's just life. i'm still a young girl. ok maybe not that young too. but it's long since i've decided on something on my own. AND!!! i am mentally stable. i am not an unstable person for goodness sake! i think it's you or sth that is more likely to be a mentally retarded person. REASON: no one knows when you're really real! or rather or you even real? do you exist?
i love playing the role of a baddy! i shall not deny on that!
read this and think about it! all i can say is, i may not be smart and i dont have that super high intelligence as you. i will lose for sure in anything but as for EQ i wont! as i am a human! and it's not only a human. A REAL HUMAN! hahas. got that?
heh. i dont know what i am trying to say here. but dont ya think i do make some sense over here? if you do agree, please leave a tag! it's a must! lollers.
i shall sleep early tonight and have a refreshing morning later on! si'en you can do it! i know you can! just fight against your stupid self!
thanks for those who had helped me through and listened to my stupidities~ i think i've been so much of a burden and boredom for the past few days. but i bet my 'highness' and randomness has brought some spark to your lives. haha. ain't it?
smile smile smile! =)
have a smiley day ahead!
ps: i know i do tend to be emo at certain times. but i have a mind of my own and it's part of growing up. the reason is i dont have a goal ahead and many people are just trying to psycho me into something that i dont really like. i know that i am a little fickle minded and tend to regret sth later on. but it's just life. i'm still a young girl. ok maybe not that young too. but it's long since i've decided on something on my own. AND!!! i am mentally stable. i am not an unstable person for goodness sake! i think it's you or sth that is more likely to be a mentally retarded person. REASON: no one knows when you're really real! or rather or you even real? do you exist?
i love playing the role of a baddy! i shall not deny on that!
read this and think about it! all i can say is, i may not be smart and i dont have that super high intelligence as you. i will lose for sure in anything but as for EQ i wont! as i am a human! and it's not only a human. A REAL HUMAN! hahas. got that?
12:17 am - Monday, July 09, 2007
okays. i'm eating some pathetic wholemeal biscuits in the room. how bad it is. i feel so hungry like at such a time. how weird! and i'm super stressed by all this damn school work. there's still loads of them. you may think why i still do have the time to lament about them here. well, it's because i dont know where and how to start. i'm totally at a great loss!
live life to the fullest without any regrets. this is crap! i live life with regrets! damn. i wonder how i should really make my life a turnover. it is super boring and with myself being hyperactive with my muscles starting to feel tired but it's like going to do something. so damn weird. i think my body is just breaking down day by day. how cool it is. i didnt get to sleep well almost everyday. i wake up at weird times and after that it distorted the whole cycle of my day. and so i feel tired at some random time and then become so hyper at like now! it's 12.22 am now! a monday. school's starting in a few hours.
now i shall conclude!
si'en has a weird life and weird pasttime, weird self!
and soo....
call me a weirdy! =)
i will be so much happier! rahhs
i sound so cynical about it. but i love it! yeah
ps: happy birthday to sherman! have a great day ahead. i hope you have a great time!
you're my great friend !
live life to the fullest without any regrets. this is crap! i live life with regrets! damn. i wonder how i should really make my life a turnover. it is super boring and with myself being hyperactive with my muscles starting to feel tired but it's like going to do something. so damn weird. i think my body is just breaking down day by day. how cool it is. i didnt get to sleep well almost everyday. i wake up at weird times and after that it distorted the whole cycle of my day. and so i feel tired at some random time and then become so hyper at like now! it's 12.22 am now! a monday. school's starting in a few hours.
now i shall conclude!
si'en has a weird life and weird pasttime, weird self!
and soo....
call me a weirdy! =)
i will be so much happier! rahhs
i sound so cynical about it. but i love it! yeah
ps: happy birthday to sherman! have a great day ahead. i hope you have a great time!
you're my great friend !
11:33 pm - Thursday, July 05, 2007
hmms, well what could i say from a day? i found out that i don't know what i seriously want in my life, and that i'm not even controlling it by myself. maybe it's just the other me that is doing so. sighs. what could i do now? i seriously wanna give up in everything at this very moment. but there are too many things to consider.
and to make my stand clear, and make this right! i don't really bother what the outcome is. it's me or the other me that i'm worried of. i've thought of some of the questions that were bombarded at me yesterday. i doubt that i have any capability of being any sort of a leader in any form. i can't even be a natural leader of myself, to lead my mine and soul, thus, how could i be a leader and lead right? i seriously regret for not putting deep thoughts into writing my CV and that i've not considered what a president has to do and how he should lead the fellow mates. he has to have a wilful mind and besides that his results must be uber good! and so, i should write myself as an SL instead. but what i did? so screwed. i think it would be fun to try something very different and so i did so. in the end, what happened? i couldnt handle myself, my brain, not intellectually brainy blahblah and i perform extremely bad academically. who would want me to be an ex-c0 memeber? dumb! anyone who puts me in will regret. and ms too is super nice to me! and i love her. this was what she said and asked:
ms too: so since you do not know what your results are, what do you think you will get?
me: erm... paused for a super long time, i will do very badly. i knew it very clearly but i seriously hope that it'll not be that bad although i know it's very very badly done.
ms too: so u expect all U which is ungraded right?
me: in my brain. wth, wtffffff. are you trying to insult my small puny brain?? i know i'm dumb, do not have the intelligence but you dont have to insult me in such a way right?
i agree that i have very high self esteem in some ways and i hate people who insult me in any way although i know how i am naturally despite how bad i am or not. but you are not to judge me in any way ok? i'm born like that. i have a life that made me so. it's super nerve wrecking for me to hear that. i was clenching my fist in the pockets of my jacket all the while and with this, it agitated me further making my brain cells burst and so juices weren't there and i couldn't continue thinking anymore. at that moment, i was about to leave the room and tell the panel, SI'EN IS QUITTING. But there's this sudden urge in me that held me back. despite the fact that i cried, i dont know anything already. i knew i am just some idiotic girl trying to console myself and my P-brain. whoa-ness!
i just dont care anymore. i dont wanna be the president and i knew i cant be. so why i wanted to run for it in the first place?? i don't know. but somehow after the chat ytd with my nice fren i do not totally agree with my fren that i am capable. like wtf. you dare say i'm capable. ok maybe to some sense. but on the whole i'm never ever capable in anything. i have the confidence in me but soon after someone who shoots something right through my head, it's gone forever. it demoralizes me from that moment. i know i'm super not the kind of person many people know for who i am. and i just couldnt explain what kind of a person i am! i can conclude i'm just thus weird! i tend to isolate myself from people whom i think i couldnt clique with and that in some sense it's because we dont share the same interests and i just feel they aren't the 'in' or 'cool' people i know. aint that very not common? haha. my friends are from all sort. i dont despise people who smoke or go around hanging lose. that's because i respect them for who they are and i know that they do have a brain of their own. people think i dont have a brain of my own. i dont wish to comment. that's because i know i do have one! and although i'm not as intellectual as anyone i have a brain that has the heart in it. at least i'm sincere to everyone and i'm true to the fellow people around me. that's what that makes me i guess.
anw. thanks xiang wei for comforting me. i know you're shocked right.
to pastor eve: i can meet you sometime next wk? this week i guess i'm not free. gotta get my EOM for project work done
to 'kid': i dont know who you are. and i agree to an extent that it's the other part of me that's controlling me subconsciously. i wonder how i will ever discover it myself. and i've grown up with it since i was young. i guess it's not a very good thing. wells.
thanks for cello/bass seniors for the small belated celebration. and i dont know if i should happy about being 17.
and to make my stand clear, and make this right! i don't really bother what the outcome is. it's me or the other me that i'm worried of. i've thought of some of the questions that were bombarded at me yesterday. i doubt that i have any capability of being any sort of a leader in any form. i can't even be a natural leader of myself, to lead my mine and soul, thus, how could i be a leader and lead right? i seriously regret for not putting deep thoughts into writing my CV and that i've not considered what a president has to do and how he should lead the fellow mates. he has to have a wilful mind and besides that his results must be uber good! and so, i should write myself as an SL instead. but what i did? so screwed. i think it would be fun to try something very different and so i did so. in the end, what happened? i couldnt handle myself, my brain, not intellectually brainy blahblah and i perform extremely bad academically. who would want me to be an ex-c0 memeber? dumb! anyone who puts me in will regret. and ms too is super nice to me! and i love her. this was what she said and asked:
ms too: so since you do not know what your results are, what do you think you will get?
me: erm... paused for a super long time, i will do very badly. i knew it very clearly but i seriously hope that it'll not be that bad although i know it's very very badly done.
ms too: so u expect all U which is ungraded right?
me: in my brain. wth, wtffffff. are you trying to insult my small puny brain?? i know i'm dumb, do not have the intelligence but you dont have to insult me in such a way right?
i agree that i have very high self esteem in some ways and i hate people who insult me in any way although i know how i am naturally despite how bad i am or not. but you are not to judge me in any way ok? i'm born like that. i have a life that made me so. it's super nerve wrecking for me to hear that. i was clenching my fist in the pockets of my jacket all the while and with this, it agitated me further making my brain cells burst and so juices weren't there and i couldn't continue thinking anymore. at that moment, i was about to leave the room and tell the panel, SI'EN IS QUITTING. But there's this sudden urge in me that held me back. despite the fact that i cried, i dont know anything already. i knew i am just some idiotic girl trying to console myself and my P-brain. whoa-ness!
i just dont care anymore. i dont wanna be the president and i knew i cant be. so why i wanted to run for it in the first place?? i don't know. but somehow after the chat ytd with my nice fren i do not totally agree with my fren that i am capable. like wtf. you dare say i'm capable. ok maybe to some sense. but on the whole i'm never ever capable in anything. i have the confidence in me but soon after someone who shoots something right through my head, it's gone forever. it demoralizes me from that moment. i know i'm super not the kind of person many people know for who i am. and i just couldnt explain what kind of a person i am! i can conclude i'm just thus weird! i tend to isolate myself from people whom i think i couldnt clique with and that in some sense it's because we dont share the same interests and i just feel they aren't the 'in' or 'cool' people i know. aint that very not common? haha. my friends are from all sort. i dont despise people who smoke or go around hanging lose. that's because i respect them for who they are and i know that they do have a brain of their own. people think i dont have a brain of my own. i dont wish to comment. that's because i know i do have one! and although i'm not as intellectual as anyone i have a brain that has the heart in it. at least i'm sincere to everyone and i'm true to the fellow people around me. that's what that makes me i guess.
anw. thanks xiang wei for comforting me. i know you're shocked right.
to pastor eve: i can meet you sometime next wk? this week i guess i'm not free. gotta get my EOM for project work done
to 'kid': i dont know who you are. and i agree to an extent that it's the other part of me that's controlling me subconsciously. i wonder how i will ever discover it myself. and i've grown up with it since i was young. i guess it's not a very good thing. wells.
thanks for cello/bass seniors for the small belated celebration. and i dont know if i should happy about being 17.
12:46 am
it's another post again. getting bored. and listened to this songs called very long ago it's a chinese song hen ziu yi qian. bare me from my lousy han yu pinyin. it's like tears start cascading down from my eyes. i just wanna thank those who comforted me. it's not totallly about the interview but it's what i went through during the interview and the stuff that i dont wanna see i'm in.
11:33 pm - Wednesday, July 04, 2007
what are you doing Cheng Si'En???
argh!!!! i screwed up the interview and sprout nonsense! yeah! and so i can conclude it's a bye-bye gone case for me! nothing to expect in the end! so........ right now i shall just continue to do the task i'm allocated to and wait till 18th of july! i came to think that i'm super stressed and i couldn't even get control over it. and what's happening to me after that breakdown infront of these few people. so embarrassing and i couldn't think of anything actually! i'm just doing some random-ing to the panel especially cui wei my sectional leader. what the hell is going on with me?? okay, i'm suffering from such mental illness which i don't even know. well, but i should be better than last year right? i refused to see the pshychiatrist such that i could lead a normal life. and i did! yay. but it's not really that much. my friends around me do think that i need to have a heart to heart talk at certain times and that i'm a troubled kid! yea KID! when i'm already 17 for goodness sake. well, i do act like one at certain points of time. but what is wrong with me i ask you?? tell me !!!!!
i'm glad that i've already sought of passed the interview in that sense. i know i'm not fit to be a leader in any sought. although all my friends, my bestie and my juniors who knows me superbly well supported me all the way. well, i think i've led you guys well and till now you guys still do remember me as Si'En the cello/bass sectional leader and not just a senior. not a normal one too. oh so i'm abnormal.wahhaa. ok- NOT! i should be glad for what ever is the outcome i should comply with it. and for my performance in any sought, in terms of musicality and academically, i seriously hope i could really peak and starting from next week which i will get into serious work and studying. i ought to. i don't have a choice people. i shall prioritise my time wisely, and be a loner for the moment. this is uberly demoralizing for me, being locked up in this cell which i call home.
To me, the definition of home is a place of solace, to rest, bathe and do other daily stuffs, other than that, i dont ever want to be home. it's like a forceful thing for me. i get home just to be there. got it? rahhhhhh.
rawwwrrrrrrrr.
what should i do now? i' m getting so emo-ish now. yucks. this is not my usual self, aint it? hahas, i shall just take a gun and place it at my head and there goes, boom, si'en is dead!
bye people, have fun!
si'en i just a problematic child or teenager, and i do agree a little with what my senior or rather close friend too about what my particular leader thinks about me. she think's i'm incorrigible and it's just me in that manner, i guess being a good leader isn't the way she should react, i've encountered such problems with my juniors, it's worst than mine. mine is considered a rather mild one. but well, people who just got to know me for a short while wont get to understand what i'm actually going through. maybe it's what they called pan ni (in chinese) and it meant that it's being rebellious. well, i do agree to some extent, but i'm never given a chance to talk my soul out of me. that's why i'm led to such a state where sometimes i dont even get to understand what i am going through and how i feel. i'm an ENTJ. it's the executive or something which i am very capable in terms of leadership and leading people under me and not being a dumb follower with no brains or being an air head. well, i guess i am no longer the si'en people actually knew. sometimes i'm just not being myself so as to gain and seek people's attention in some manner, like doing stupid and dumb stuff. what ever it is, i just wanna seek attention such that people knew that i exist. whoa. this sounds rather horrible, and i just want to say that i do have the damn ego and confidence in me. but with all these stuffs like term exams results and other dumb areas, i just feel that i'm not capable of doing anth for anyone or for myself! it's just me blaming myself for every single thing. i feel dumb, speechless now. making a whoo ha over such trivial matters. but...... you dont know me inside out, how would you know how i feel right now? just shoo . i dont wanna see myself now. it's just ridiculous, my health's not working the right way i'm pressurized by my family in every single thing and since i'm the oldest i tend to think and become logically attached to certain matters. and this is making me crazy! i just wish to sleep for a super long age and hibernate like nobody's business! damn! i don't even wanna go to school. it sucks. teachers who are sometimes not being supportive. damn you.
people out there who were always there for me, i wanna say a big thank you to all of you. hugs~
i shall post the birthday pictures on another day. too lazy too. and si'en isn't in the right mind to do so. i shall just randomly upload some random pictures first! see ya then. wish me luck in everything. all i need is your love! =)
anyway, this car is damn cool! taken by morven!
sighs, looking at the above pics, is that me? urgh! i guess si'en is currently dead for now. dont call me by name. after a great celebration of being 17, now it sucks.
i need someone!!!! help!
argh!!!! i screwed up the interview and sprout nonsense! yeah! and so i can conclude it's a bye-bye gone case for me! nothing to expect in the end! so........ right now i shall just continue to do the task i'm allocated to and wait till 18th of july! i came to think that i'm super stressed and i couldn't even get control over it. and what's happening to me after that breakdown infront of these few people. so embarrassing and i couldn't think of anything actually! i'm just doing some random-ing to the panel especially cui wei my sectional leader. what the hell is going on with me?? okay, i'm suffering from such mental illness which i don't even know. well, but i should be better than last year right? i refused to see the pshychiatrist such that i could lead a normal life. and i did! yay. but it's not really that much. my friends around me do think that i need to have a heart to heart talk at certain times and that i'm a troubled kid! yea KID! when i'm already 17 for goodness sake. well, i do act like one at certain points of time. but what is wrong with me i ask you?? tell me !!!!!
i'm glad that i've already sought of passed the interview in that sense. i know i'm not fit to be a leader in any sought. although all my friends, my bestie and my juniors who knows me superbly well supported me all the way. well, i think i've led you guys well and till now you guys still do remember me as Si'En the cello/bass sectional leader and not just a senior. not a normal one too. oh so i'm abnormal.wahhaa. ok- NOT! i should be glad for what ever is the outcome i should comply with it. and for my performance in any sought, in terms of musicality and academically, i seriously hope i could really peak and starting from next week which i will get into serious work and studying. i ought to. i don't have a choice people. i shall prioritise my time wisely, and be a loner for the moment. this is uberly demoralizing for me, being locked up in this cell which i call home.
To me, the definition of home is a place of solace, to rest, bathe and do other daily stuffs, other than that, i dont ever want to be home. it's like a forceful thing for me. i get home just to be there. got it? rahhhhhh.
rawwwrrrrrrrr.
what should i do now? i' m getting so emo-ish now. yucks. this is not my usual self, aint it? hahas, i shall just take a gun and place it at my head and there goes, boom, si'en is dead!
bye people, have fun!
si'en i just a problematic child or teenager, and i do agree a little with what my senior or rather close friend too about what my particular leader thinks about me. she think's i'm incorrigible and it's just me in that manner, i guess being a good leader isn't the way she should react, i've encountered such problems with my juniors, it's worst than mine. mine is considered a rather mild one. but well, people who just got to know me for a short while wont get to understand what i'm actually going through. maybe it's what they called pan ni (in chinese) and it meant that it's being rebellious. well, i do agree to some extent, but i'm never given a chance to talk my soul out of me. that's why i'm led to such a state where sometimes i dont even get to understand what i am going through and how i feel. i'm an ENTJ. it's the executive or something which i am very capable in terms of leadership and leading people under me and not being a dumb follower with no brains or being an air head. well, i guess i am no longer the si'en people actually knew. sometimes i'm just not being myself so as to gain and seek people's attention in some manner, like doing stupid and dumb stuff. what ever it is, i just wanna seek attention such that people knew that i exist. whoa. this sounds rather horrible, and i just want to say that i do have the damn ego and confidence in me. but with all these stuffs like term exams results and other dumb areas, i just feel that i'm not capable of doing anth for anyone or for myself! it's just me blaming myself for every single thing. i feel dumb, speechless now. making a whoo ha over such trivial matters. but...... you dont know me inside out, how would you know how i feel right now? just shoo . i dont wanna see myself now. it's just ridiculous, my health's not working the right way i'm pressurized by my family in every single thing and since i'm the oldest i tend to think and become logically attached to certain matters. and this is making me crazy! i just wish to sleep for a super long age and hibernate like nobody's business! damn! i don't even wanna go to school. it sucks. teachers who are sometimes not being supportive. damn you.
people out there who were always there for me, i wanna say a big thank you to all of you. hugs~
i shall post the birthday pictures on another day. too lazy too. and si'en isn't in the right mind to do so. i shall just randomly upload some random pictures first! see ya then. wish me luck in everything. all i need is your love! =)
anyway, this car is damn cool! taken by morven!
sighs, looking at the above pics, is that me? urgh! i guess si'en is currently dead for now. dont call me by name. after a great celebration of being 17, now it sucks.
i need someone!!!! help!
12:50 am - Tuesday, July 03, 2007
WHAT A NICE MONSTER CUM FRENEMY!! LOOK AT THIS POST! =)
HaPPY bIRThDAY SI'EN :):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)u r 17
okay, it's something like that but in her blog it looks very grand for me!! haha
thank you loads.
and yea gotta thank the remaining people who wished me too!
ACCO cello/bass - chia ling, anli, shi jing. ( they're super late) was waiting eagerly you know!! and shi jing is just one min before 3rd july. lollers
the others were - jessica, yun yun, yee wee, joseph, elim, qiao wei!
i enjoyed my day today. it's great except some stupid ppl emo-ing. wah lao! what are u guys trying to do on my special day!! lollers.
many pics to be posted up but it's in yee wee's super duper good cam! well, and morvan was sought of caught by this security guard at cineleisure cause it's illegal to bring a camera ( not a normal one) for special photoshoots to be brought in to such buildings and we could only take among ourselves! lol. ok. besides that fact we had too much of cam-whorring!! especially my beloved bear? right bear? what shall i name it? hmms. thank you jackson for the bear and yea the ball which is made up of the light sticks. super cool and nice! it's still lighting in my room! =) thank you guys for making my day memorable.
and to shi wei too. my jie mei for celebrating an early one with me last fri 30th june, it's rather cool right. to celebrate there.
ok i shall stop tired hands and mind. continue the next time!
HaPPY bIRThDAY SI'EN :):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)u r 17
okay, it's something like that but in her blog it looks very grand for me!! haha
thank you loads.
and yea gotta thank the remaining people who wished me too!
ACCO cello/bass - chia ling, anli, shi jing. ( they're super late) was waiting eagerly you know!! and shi jing is just one min before 3rd july. lollers
the others were - jessica, yun yun, yee wee, joseph, elim, qiao wei!
i enjoyed my day today. it's great except some stupid ppl emo-ing. wah lao! what are u guys trying to do on my special day!! lollers.
many pics to be posted up but it's in yee wee's super duper good cam! well, and morvan was sought of caught by this security guard at cineleisure cause it's illegal to bring a camera ( not a normal one) for special photoshoots to be brought in to such buildings and we could only take among ourselves! lol. ok. besides that fact we had too much of cam-whorring!! especially my beloved bear? right bear? what shall i name it? hmms. thank you jackson for the bear and yea the ball which is made up of the light sticks. super cool and nice! it's still lighting in my room! =) thank you guys for making my day memorable.
and to shi wei too. my jie mei for celebrating an early one with me last fri 30th june, it's rather cool right. to celebrate there.
ok i shall stop tired hands and mind. continue the next time!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!! =)
12:33 am - Monday, July 02, 2007
heh heh!!!!
it's crazy-ness lollers!!
ok here it goes. si'en has just turned 17!! yeah. yay!! =)
and so i shall thank those who wished me and those who had celebrated an early one for me!!
they are....
my bestie- joson
my clique of confidants/best buddies- li hui, meryl, jasmine, kah hwee,vanessa,
dearest jie mei shi wei,
close junior- wei ning ( she's super advance) lols, andrew
ACCO- calvin, jackson toh ( kinky), xiang wei (wanna treat me to alif for breakfast downstairs)
ok this is random funny friends i've got who brought joy in my screwed up life-
jackson tay, morvan, tony, milton,
jing shi, eng seng, chuan fa
firedrake- matthew, kah hwee too
jason ( goon)haha!!
wenna: dont cry over him on my bday!!
AC- gerielle, the ha ha. it's a name
COGC- you wei, pastor eve
and most of all my beloved parents and sisters for celebrating for me!! i like the cake~
and to add on that kinky-yee jackson toh is so damn funny!
this was what he said:
the insane jackson: we're cute and so we belong together
followed by some more sane ones: enjoy your 2nd july and all the best! cheers for being 17!
you and your stupid kinky-ness. enough!
lappy is used by cute ppl does that include you??
wahhhhhs
okays and i shall continue the rest at a later day/time!! =)
it's crazy-ness lollers!!
ok here it goes. si'en has just turned 17!! yeah. yay!! =)
and so i shall thank those who wished me and those who had celebrated an early one for me!!
they are....
my bestie- joson
my clique of confidants/best buddies- li hui, meryl, jasmine, kah hwee,vanessa,
dearest jie mei shi wei,
close junior- wei ning ( she's super advance) lols, andrew
ACCO- calvin, jackson toh ( kinky), xiang wei (wanna treat me to alif for breakfast downstairs)
ok this is random funny friends i've got who brought joy in my screwed up life-
jackson tay, morvan, tony, milton,
jing shi, eng seng, chuan fa
firedrake- matthew, kah hwee too
jason ( goon)haha!!
wenna: dont cry over him on my bday!!
AC- gerielle, the ha ha. it's a name
COGC- you wei, pastor eve
and most of all my beloved parents and sisters for celebrating for me!! i like the cake~
and to add on that kinky-yee jackson toh is so damn funny!
this was what he said:
the insane jackson: we're cute and so we belong together
followed by some more sane ones: enjoy your 2nd july and all the best! cheers for being 17!
you and your stupid kinky-ness. enough!
lappy is used by cute ppl does that include you??
wahhhhhs
okays and i shall continue the rest at a later day/time!! =)
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