C R U S H
by David Archuleta
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
P R O F I L E
me myself and i :D
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at Ngee Ann Polytechinc
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Year 1 student
Music fanatic
A pianist and cellist
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Once an Acs-ian ( arts and science student) should say a mix of both
Ex ACCO cellist.
Loves her Cliques - the LMAOs(consisting for 2 NJ, 3 AC, 1 NYJ & 1 PJ)
The ACCO people
Class of TF04 in NP
Bestie - Joson
Fader turned Sand - Jackson
Girl that's always there - AnLi
and basically anyone who's always there or secretly there for me.
7:55 am - Tuesday, September 18, 2007
it's just a time for concert for these 2 days. I've been to my cousins' concert such as the choir and their school biannual concert. I've taken some videos on them take a look later. The kids are really cute, so chubby and adorable. RAwrsss. I'm kinda bored now. Had some exercise the last few days, it worked for a moment but after stuffing those food into my mouth, arghh, everything went back to square one. lols. Couldn't resist my temptation into eating, as they are really great and nice food.
Helped out at the HEROES night on sat at BOXHILL TOWNHALL. yepps. It's a great night over there watching people perform and hearing the pastor giving a heart-to-heart talk. sort of. yea. It just makes everyone feel for it. Even for me. It's just so amazing. Talking on how being a Hero is all about. Not only helping the people but giving your heart to them and showering them with unconditional love!
Went to Boathouse on sunday after the concert and drank Ice chocolate milkshake and ate scones ( with freshcream, homemade jam) . Cool!! It's my first time dining in such outdoor restaurant with perfect scenery. There is a small sort of river i guess, there are small little ducks around and people could actually row the small boats around in that area and dine over there too. Wonderful ,isn't it? I love it! Besides that, it's just very refreshing.
Here are the pictures and videos that i'm posting. Have a good look at them. I bet they'll make you savour and you go yummy! I wanna eat them. haha. too bad, it's only a picture for you to look at! =)
my lil cousin - Issac Lee.
The 3 of us at Boathouse!
Choc. milkshake!
Cute choir boys from National Boys Choir of Aust.
SCONES!!! yummy food!! Are u craving for it too?
8:46 am - Friday, September 14, 2007
YEA. SO HERE ARE SOME OF THE PICS WHICH IS TOOK WHEN I WAS REALLY BORED ON THE PLANE. WAHH.. MY TIME OF CAM WHORING. LOOKS A LITTLE DUMB THOUGH! HAVE FUN BROWSING. MY DESSRT FOR THE MORNING MY LOVEELY BREAKFAST! YUMMY=)
BRIGHTER
ALL THESE ARE THE DIFFERENT ANGLES OF SHOOT ON THE PLANE. NICE RIGHT?
RAINBOW COLOURS!!
PUFFY CLOUDS.
BAHHHHHHHH. MY STUPID FINGERS
OK PEEPS THAT'S ALL FOR TODAY!! HAVE LOADS OF FUN IN SCHOOL. ALTHOUGH IM HAVING FUN HERE BUT I DO MISS YOU GUYS. I WANNA GO TO SCHOOL TOO!!
SEE YA!!
8:17 am
heys people. i'm back again. cause li hui asked me too. and so do kah hwee. lols.
what does 'COOL' means?
give a guess. i bet all of you will think of being cool, or it's cool out there something like that.
So are you guys 'COOL'?
but my little cousin is very idiotic, young is he but somehow he came and tell me that it's CONSTIPATED OVERWEIGHT OLD LADY. damn. luckily i said NO to him when he asked me about that. I know it's pretty dumb but people here are just mad. crazy!
there are many slangs that i've heard and learnt here. super weird though.
Here are some of the examples:
Mcdonalds = Maccus/Mcus
Sweets = lollies
there are many more but i couldn't remember them.
went out with nicole, one of the girl i've met in church which is called Full Gospel Assembly, FGA in short. yepps. She migrated here for about 6 yrs or so. and her family is pretty big. She has 4 other siblings. well, the age gap between them aren't that far apart. She came over to pick me up and so she drove me to Westfield Shopping Centre to grab a bite. So she told me many stuff about melbourne and asked what i'm interested in and so on. I chose to eat western since i've been eating like local food which is Asian like going to Chinese restaurants and even Canton ones for the past few days and eating the same at home. Decided to have a change of appetite thus we went to TGIF. I think there isn't any outlets in Singapore right? It stands for Thank God It's Friday. lols. what a name for a restaurant. I chose to eat Jack Daniel's steak and double chocolate brownie. Both servings are really huge and we actually shared them. And still we couldnt really finish the mash potatoes. really delicious. yums!!! i forced myself to finish the dessert instead. It's kind of expensive so gotta finish it right!! The steak was awesome! it has jack daniel's wine in it as in the sauce. if im not wrong. im so kuku. called jackson as he msged me and told him. and he said jack daniel's is a wine! not liquor. i felt so dumb. well, it's ok. i dont really drink or get to know much of alcoholic stuff besides my what i know and have seen at my working places last time. lols. oh yea. nicole's house is big and it's a townhouse. wonder why it's called in such a way. Her siblings are nice and she's really great taking off her time and bringing me out. After seeing how patient and great to her younger siblings, at that point of time, i felt that i should be doing all sorts of stuffs as a older Sister too. I felt so sorry for my sisters, but... not really after a while, as my sis arent grateful or never ever was grateful to what i ever did or helped them in any way or to the family. They do not have the brain to think of anything logical in any sense. I just think somehow it's the kind of friends they mixed with. I do have many diff kinds of friends out there, but i do know what's my responsibility to my family. blabla. Nicole is loving and she does show loads of care and concern to her family. It's only she and her older sis who is like taking care of the others in the house. Cool right, as her mum comes once in a while and her dad is in malaysia. I do envy them having such a great and wonderful family with no fights, quarrels whatsoever. As in not really often that kind of thing.
i think it just runs in the genes like my cousins. gets scolded every day and every single minute. madness. i can't stand that. i will really be bouncing around by then. haha.
Had BARBECUE for dinner last night. the weather wasn't really chilly for the whole of yesterday. i like it! as i wasnt like freezing to sleep. pretty warm plus barbecue and everything. people. i've grown really fat. seriously! i gotta lose weight. after that fall out there after running, pretty dumb. was laughed at for having imbalanced body. what's that. i will upload pics of barbecue another day. my cam was down. idiot. charged but still no battery. weird kind.
Here are some of the pics i took on the plane. i was really bored and everyone was still sleeping when i couldnt. rawrssssssss
5:07 pm - Tuesday, September 11, 2007
i'm too lazy to blog and update. plus my cousins are fighting to use my lappie. lols.
had some fun today shopping and it's my first time taking the bus over here. it's really easy. wont be lost actually. hahas. there's this sale at giodarno everything's 10 aussie dollars. cheap right. cost only 12.60 in Singapore. and it's really good. haha. ok shall continue next time.
see ya.
11:41 pm - Monday, September 03, 2007
oh my. it's been long since i've ever updated.there's been times where my life is super boring but there are crazy and happy moments too. yayness. well i should say i'm not happy and jubilant all the time. there are ups and downs in my life for the past 2 months. and i know it will never ever end. life goes on and on. whoa.ok. people!!! and all my beloved friends out there.6th of Sept it's a thursday! i'll be leaving for australia - melbourne. sounds great right? but it wont really be. My flight will be at 11pm. It's SQ 237!!! But i gotta check in and do many stuff before hand so i will be there around 9 plus or so. So........ if you guys wanna send me off or say any sweet nothings to me, arrive and be there around that time. yepps. =) how should i say. im both not really happy to leave but yet i'm also glad that i could take a break off from every other thing. i've been stressed out by many problems and the greatest impact on me was my family. it's too complicated that even when the problem exists, my sisters do not even notice them. i'm being called immature lately which is just now. by some friend of mine not being able to solve such a complicated problem regarding this particular relationship. well, i do admit it. i doubt anyone is mature to handle that. That's the reason why many families or even friends do break apart.i hope that after this trip i would gain some kind of knowledge or to find myself back on track. i have to solve everything on my own and not ask for the help of others and then blame them. to my friend - i didnt blame you or anyone else and i didnt lead him on to any other kind of relationship. To me, it's just a simple friendship and i do cherish every single friend i have. i do not wish to lose a friend just like that. Moreover, i do hope that after sorting things out we will still be best of friends and not treating each other like any other strangers. i appreciate you guys for telling me and making my stand clear such that there wont be any misunderstanding in future. had been practising hard for my cello exam which is quite last minute. i do know that i wont do really well but i will put in my best and aim for the highest too. wish me luck!SOFT 2 @DXO was quite ok. met this friend of jaime's i guess. he's kenneth. he's real cool. i wanna learn those kind of dance movements from him. i will try to get to know him first. lol. A quiet guy but i didnt expect him to open up and end up making fun of me with joseph! what's this!!! enjoyed myself that night although there were some minor cockups and last minute thing. sorry for all that. i hope you guys will understand but i still did make my appearance there. gee =) and that i could meet a super good dancer. hahas. Therefore, i should be super duper happy over this right? we'll see the next time round if i get to meet this guy. gotta really be his disciple. okays. it's time for me to say goodbye in advance and i'll see you guys in australia. hahas. sounds weird. anw, thank you RYAN! your dad didnt disappear i guess. lols. and my life is really hard. but no one will uds that so do my closest kin. i know you'll sure miss me loads right. and so do everyone else. will keep in touch with you guys again soon.CIAO