oh my. it's been long since i've ever updated.
there's been times where my life is super boring but there are crazy and happy moments too. yayness. well i should say i'm not happy and jubilant all the time. there are ups and downs in my life for the past 2 months. and i know it will never ever end. life goes on and on. whoa.
ok. people!!! and all my beloved friends out there.
6th of Sept it's a thursday! i'll be leaving for australia - melbourne. sounds great right? but it wont really be. My flight will be at 11pm. It's SQ 237!!! But i gotta check in and do many stuff before hand so i will be there around 9 plus or so. So........ if you guys wanna send me off or say any sweet nothings to me, arrive and be there around that time. yepps. =) how should i say. im both not really happy to leave but yet i'm also glad that i could take a break off from every other thing.
i've been stressed out by many problems and the greatest impact on me was my family. it's too complicated that even when the problem exists, my sisters do not even notice them. i'm being called immature lately which is just now. by some friend of mine not being able to solve such a complicated problem regarding this particular relationship. well, i do admit it. i doubt anyone is mature to handle that. That's the reason why many families or even friends do break apart.
i hope that after this trip i would gain some kind of knowledge or to find myself back on track. i have to solve everything on my own and not ask for the help of others and then blame them. to my friend - i didnt blame you or anyone else and i didnt lead him on to any other kind of relationship. To me, it's just a simple friendship and i do cherish every single friend i have. i do not wish to lose a friend just like that. Moreover, i do hope that after sorting things out we will still be best of friends and not treating each other like any other strangers. i appreciate you guys for telling me and making my stand clear such that there wont be any misunderstanding in future.
had been practising hard for my cello exam which is quite last minute. i do know that i wont do really well but i will put in my best and aim for the highest too. wish me luck!
SOFT 2 @DXO was quite ok. met this friend of jaime's i guess. he's kenneth. he's real cool. i wanna learn those kind of dance movements from him. i will try to get to know him first. lol. A quiet guy but i didnt expect him to open up and end up making fun of me with joseph! what's this!!! enjoyed myself that night although there were some minor cockups and last minute thing. sorry for all that. i hope you guys will understand but i still did make my appearance there. gee =) and that i could meet a super good dancer. hahas. Therefore, i should be super duper happy over this right? we'll see the next time round if i get to meet this guy. gotta really be his disciple.
okays.
it's time for me to say goodbye in advance and i'll see you guys in australia. hahas. sounds weird.
anw, thank you RYAN! your dad didnt disappear i guess. lols. and my life is really hard. but no one will uds that so do my closest kin. i know you'll sure miss me loads right. and so do everyone else. will keep in touch with you guys again soon.
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C R U S H
by David Archuleta
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
CRUSH!!!
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