TRUST = to be able to believe and rely on that person wholeheartedly. It applies to everyone - those who are close and dear to you.
Can anyone be trusted on this dying earth??
doubts and doubts
i doubt so.
The only person whom I can trust now is.. My Father in Heaven. He is the only one whom anyone can trust. No matter what religion you're from.. All i can say. Our 3 in one living god is the only one whom you can pour your sorrows to.
He kept saying he doesn't know why I'm freaking mad and furious about this.
I was super mad and I still am. It made me really boil to 39.5 Degrees Celcius. it's like wth is happening to me? I couldn't sleep and i tossed around for hours till like this morning 7 plus till i see messages bombing my phone. I was shocked and amazed. Well, if up till now, he still doesn't know what's wrong, I can't do anything to help him already. I shall just wish the best of luck to the next person be it girl or guy. The victim that follows me. At least, I yearn that the person will not be as dumb as me. I'm really dumb.
DUMB - a word that can describe me.
Lecture was just boring today. BMGT - it is just a wastage of time. I sat there and Javier let me listen to his songs. WTH. a few sad songs. I really wanna tear, but i gotta control myself. Followed by Techno - drive me super high. We went mad or rather, i think i was the one who went nuts. So.. that's how i spent my 2h our BMGT lecture. =)..
What i'm feeling right now - Mixedup!! I have all my feelings jumbled up together. I am going crazy. really crazy. I guess it'll be another sleepless night for me already.
Shall continue again if i feel like it.
I really regret trusting the one whom I love. Maybe there's a huge miscommunication. Maybe. I hope so, but it doesn't seem so right..
Everything's so so so wrong now..
My world's turned upside down.
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C R U S H
by David Archuleta
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
CRUSH!!!
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RANDOM FACTS
RANDOM FACTS
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SPARKS OF EVIL..
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