I AM SO SO SO SUPER LAZY TO UPDATE!!!
which is why it's been a week plus or so ever since i've updated my life. hahas.
and yea, i'm really really busy with school work and project, one more due tomorrow by 11.59pm but i gotta really chiong. Have not even started. shit!
I am so so dead.
Just came home from Titan's birthday celebration at sentosa. was rather fun and i think his army platoon mates went a little too over, just wanting to drunk him down. not too bad, i guess everyone had fun, weather was humid but the sun wasn't that bad. So I'm not tanned or whatsoever. had some games like frisbee and volleyball and the rest was chatting and etc.. Really exhausted. Was sort of scolded by my piano teacher for not turning up for class at 8am and had to reschedule it for me so many times. So I will have my lessons tomorrow at 3pm sharp. gotta be there. Most of all, I'm glad he did have fun for the Saturday, with friends from Primary, sec, JC, and many others. =D
my life has been quite ok recently. Just to add that I'm really exhausted all the time. Anyone can tell from that. Sleep at like 3am and wake up at 7am, then my whole day ends the same time again. Woah. That is why!!!
Common test is starting real soon, with e-learning week, I'm just gonna be dead too. Gonna make myself healthy first. It's really impt.
My life is complicated, so I am a complicated person. It's really hard to understand me, but soon enough, you will understand me if you do want to. I don't really understand myself either at certain times. I'm just somewhat a girl who wants to lead and live an ordinary lifestyle, to be pampered and all. To be loved, taken care of, gain attention from people around me.
but.....
Most of all - all i need is true happiness! without that, I can't relate to myself or to anyone. I show my feelings easily, or rather, sometimes, I don't show but people could sense it somehow from afar. I do hope that I will be the Si'En that people really knew once again. Like what my best friend had told me. He said: " Si'En, you're once the cute and innocent girl I've known, but right now, you're not the Si'En that was before. You're once that girl." It's a brief statement from my friend. Upon hearing that, I thought deeply, maybe I do change, or nurture has proven me to be that way. Oh well, I know I have to be myself at the end of the day. I will work on it! Do not be offended by me in the way I speak in real person, MSN, SMS or whatsoever. I'm really being myself and is trying my very best. If you're my friend, good, best, or just a normal friend to me, I will treat you equally the same, be it in the way i bring myself to you. But for like deeper relationships, best friend, buddy, all sorts, which is only a few and my cliques, you do know how I am. You guys should be honoured to have a great and wonderful friend like me. Maybe not that wonderful and great, but I did my very best. Last of all, to him, I do not know how to bring myself to you at times, I just can't really relate myself to you in some manner, like talking rubbish or making nonsensical kinds of remarks or thoughts. Sometimes, I do wonder, could I be myself when I'm with you. we'll see then.
To sleep really soon. JAVIER - DONT PMS already!!!! hahas. I don't PMS that often though. hee.. cheer up dude. you're the laughing tool to me at least. or anyone else. yepps..
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C R U S H
by David Archuleta
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
CRUSH!!!
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RANDOM FACTS
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