Jeraena asked when i will be back on my feet. How long will i take to recover? She said it's 3 weeks already and i'm still the same.. After reading i was about to cry but when i called christina i cried more. WTH.. There's no ending to it. I told them maybe i will take ages? And both of them said young people.. Sighs. I'm just at a lost of words. Went to school everyone asked how was i cause i looked dead and moody. some said fierce. zzz. I told them i didnt go home for a day and appearing in school is good already. aiya. I don't know why the hell such stuffs will happen. My friend who wasnt in a r/s before said i should ask my bf first before making any assumptions. im very dumb lo. To hear from someone whom i just knew. haix. but people who are in a r/s told me not to ask him although i did follow my instincts to want to meet him straight away. all i can say is i have myself to blame. this is my 2nd mistake. like for wei kok. i also made the hell out of him. He's a nice guy and it turns out that i corrupted himself and myself. shit ah.. Can anyone tell me when will i wake up to my senses and be back on my feet???
Jackson gave me his ring.. and asked me to keep it and will never fade away from me again.
Both him and my gf thought that what ever they did for me will be ok. But i guess and they did guess that i wont.. very sorry.. I really can't help it.
Maybe i should consider using david as sparetire. Since he kept spamming me since the last few weeks, although i was really irritated and that's why i changed my number too. Should I?? Tell me. haha.
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C R U S H
by David Archuleta
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
CRUSH!!!
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