I'm sick!!! how sad! just days before my birthday. wonderful.
ANW!!! to my dearest primary school friend!! Happy birthday to you Sok Theng! May all your wishes come true and keep in touch till we're old.
You're 18 but I'm so gonna be 18 too. =D
Anyway, someone please tell me, if you were given a choice, to take the singapore flyer or DHL balloon? DHL balloon is changing their location at the end of the yr 2008.
Projects are up. and i'm so super stressed. Gonna apply for BTT then learn driving. Will do that after exams but right now, it's me to generate my income too. Have spent quite a lot lately. And to find out that I'm always supporting myself. My parents should feel better too in a way.
SICK MONSTER gotta rest soon.
2.5 days down.
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C R U S H
by David Archuleta
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
CRUSH!!!
potter puppet pals!
:D
P R O F I L E
me myself and i :D
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A pianist and cellist
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Once an Acs-ian ( arts and science student) should say a mix of both
Ex ACCO cellist. Loves her Cliques - the LMAOs(consisting for 2 NJ, 3 AC, 1 NYJ & 1 PJ)
The ACCO people
Class of TF04 in NP
Bestie - Joson
Fader turned Sand - Jackson
Girl that's always there - AnLi
and basically anyone who's always there or secretly there for me.
F I F T E E N
RANDOM FACTS
RANDOM FACTS
well, i am 18 years old, aren't i?
SPARKS OF EVIL..
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T O D O L I S T
13/10 FTT and many more?
T A G B O A R D
yakkity yak yak
RANTTSSS
10:34 pm - Sunday, June 29, 2008
12:44 am - Monday, June 16, 2008
Instead, I ate at home for Father's day. Not a very good one though as there's some quarrel before that. damn. But the packed food was nice. yummy.
Envoy's Camp's like within the next few hours. I'm still packing my bag, very last minute though. hmmm and shall check again. Hope I don't miss anth out.
Hopefully, the idiotic period don't come. PLEASE!!! I've a feeling it's really coming soon. arghhhh, don't spoil my days.
Thank you Michael. I can't find anything to thank him. Like seriously, I received my birthday surprise/present in advance. Thank you a lot. I think I'm using it for the camp. Lols. It's already in my bag. heh heh. Although it isn't the colour which I wanted, but it's really nice. It looked nice on me. So yea. Of course, it must look nice on me. THANK YOU!! =D=D=D, was like kind of shocked when he said he wanna meet me to pass me something. But on the other hand, not really surprised as he kept asking me about the jacket. lols. But, I thought he's just asking around too and finding out that kind of thing. I'm really overjoyed. SMILESSSSSS!!!!
Ahhh, shall not think too much and not get myself too bottled up into just a matter or many matters. Shall set my mind off for the next few days first.
sometimes, being alone isn't that good, but it helps too. But somehow, it's just really contradicting. I don't know how I'm feeling right now or all the while ever since so many stuffs or unfortunate events happen. shall follow with the flow. Contact me again when I'm back or I'll try to reply when possible during camp.
Hopefully, I will enjoy myself during the camp! YES!
Good night! =D=D=D
Monster is overjoyed, yes the adidas jacket.
But..... I'm also bottled up with too much feelings too. Can't tell right? I thank my friends who're always around me and cared for me when I needed you guys most. Love you guys. cheers =D=D
Envoy's Camp's like within the next few hours. I'm still packing my bag, very last minute though. hmmm and shall check again. Hope I don't miss anth out.
Hopefully, the idiotic period don't come. PLEASE!!! I've a feeling it's really coming soon. arghhhh, don't spoil my days.
Thank you Michael. I can't find anything to thank him. Like seriously, I received my birthday surprise/present in advance. Thank you a lot. I think I'm using it for the camp. Lols. It's already in my bag. heh heh. Although it isn't the colour which I wanted, but it's really nice. It looked nice on me. So yea. Of course, it must look nice on me. THANK YOU!! =D=D=D, was like kind of shocked when he said he wanna meet me to pass me something. But on the other hand, not really surprised as he kept asking me about the jacket. lols. But, I thought he's just asking around too and finding out that kind of thing. I'm really overjoyed. SMILESSSSSS!!!!
Ahhh, shall not think too much and not get myself too bottled up into just a matter or many matters. Shall set my mind off for the next few days first.
sometimes, being alone isn't that good, but it helps too. But somehow, it's just really contradicting. I don't know how I'm feeling right now or all the while ever since so many stuffs or unfortunate events happen. shall follow with the flow. Contact me again when I'm back or I'll try to reply when possible during camp.
Hopefully, I will enjoy myself during the camp! YES!
Good night! =D=D=D
Monster is overjoyed, yes the adidas jacket.
But..... I'm also bottled up with too much feelings too. Can't tell right? I thank my friends who're always around me and cared for me when I needed you guys most. Love you guys. cheers =D=D
1:51 pm - Sunday, June 15, 2008
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!! This is a dedication to all the Dad's out there - for the contribution that you've made to your loved ones and family
To my Dad too!!! =D I know you've slogged really hard ever since Mum isn't working. It's been tough on you, to see you getting old and haggard each day. To lose sleep, life and all. I'm really grateful for that. Sorry for being inconsiderate at times and being an unfilial daughter. But you know, I didn't mean it at all. Which you knew too. hahas.
Having a dinner later on to celebrate. So I'll be out tonight. Anything, just buzz me or whatever.
Shall prepare my camp stuffs when I'm home again later.
Had fun at Pastor Eve's BBQ party. Ate too much of satay and kebabs. That's why I had reflux and it's like up till this morning. Felt much better only then. Woah. That's because I took the AntAcid tablet. My next appointment with my doc is on the 24th of June. Shan't miss it this time round. It's been long since I've taken my medications. I've stopped for like half a year or so and didn't visit her too. I hope there isn't much changes to my health. Well, I did felt that I'm weaker each day, signs of getting old?? Or my life's shortening? Oh nooooooooooooo.
And yes.. The super posh GRAND PIANO. It's like OMG!!! It belongs to Kevin, Pastor's BF. oh my. I love it. But we can't touch it. the STEINWAY!!!! =D
Had spells of dizziness and that was like since Friday till now. Idiot shit. Am I such a weakling?
So Monster is a weakling now. zzz.. Weak Monster! RAWRS...
Anw - No writing of my name or whatsoever. It can only be Snuggly or lucky. Any other names besides mine. yeap.
Ooo and Michael saw Felicia Chin yesterday at Bugis for some modeling shootout. How cool is that. A hot babe being spotted.
Monster's back again on Wed/Thurs..
=D=D=D
With Loves
MONSTER. TA DAH.
To my Dad too!!! =D I know you've slogged really hard ever since Mum isn't working. It's been tough on you, to see you getting old and haggard each day. To lose sleep, life and all. I'm really grateful for that. Sorry for being inconsiderate at times and being an unfilial daughter. But you know, I didn't mean it at all. Which you knew too. hahas.
Having a dinner later on to celebrate. So I'll be out tonight. Anything, just buzz me or whatever.
Shall prepare my camp stuffs when I'm home again later.
Had fun at Pastor Eve's BBQ party. Ate too much of satay and kebabs. That's why I had reflux and it's like up till this morning. Felt much better only then. Woah. That's because I took the AntAcid tablet. My next appointment with my doc is on the 24th of June. Shan't miss it this time round. It's been long since I've taken my medications. I've stopped for like half a year or so and didn't visit her too. I hope there isn't much changes to my health. Well, I did felt that I'm weaker each day, signs of getting old?? Or my life's shortening? Oh nooooooooooooo.
And yes.. The super posh GRAND PIANO. It's like OMG!!! It belongs to Kevin, Pastor's BF. oh my. I love it. But we can't touch it. the STEINWAY!!!! =D
Had spells of dizziness and that was like since Friday till now. Idiot shit. Am I such a weakling?
So Monster is a weakling now. zzz.. Weak Monster! RAWRS...
Anw - No writing of my name or whatsoever. It can only be Snuggly or lucky. Any other names besides mine. yeap.
Ooo and Michael saw Felicia Chin yesterday at Bugis for some modeling shootout. How cool is that. A hot babe being spotted.
Monster's back again on Wed/Thurs..
=D=D=D
With Loves
MONSTER. TA DAH.
12:12 am - Saturday, June 14, 2008
My day was not very usual today ever since yesterday evening. LOLS!!!
Was dead drunk. Not really drunk though. Had 10 shots of Chivas Regal 18, due to the fact that I lost the game of 'DAI DEE'. That was the punishment that everyone will get if they're the loser. Which I am, luck isn't on my side. I thought I wouldn't be the unlucky one, but after the first 2 shots, I knew it's dawned on me. heh. Before that meeting up with my friends, I went to Mediacorp to find out some stuffs on the survey. Shall await for their call then. Kind of interesting but it depends if people/households are willing to take some of their time off too. My mum then dropped me at Queenstown MRT station and I headed to Clarke Quay. I wasn't late. Was the earliest but supposedly I should be late. They went for dinner at Central - some jap restaurant which I couldn't remember the name. I just had a choco shake which took the longest to be served. Mine was the last! yes. slow. oh well, I don't mind. Then was psycho-ed to go to St James Powerstation. I was quite skeptical about it right from the start. I knew it wouldn't turn out well and I wasn't prepared or in the mood to go too. But still, went ahead since they didn't believe me. hahas. Who was right at the end? Me right?? We reached a little too early, so the club was quite of empty and it's also a dance competition to start the event. Just like how other events are. We then left at like 11.30pm to clarke quay again. Waste of time and money for the ticket/train fare. Met some of my other friends at St James too. Was told to enjoy myself at powerhouse, but I told my friend it was boring. Heard that there was free flow of martini at the Arena. Which I could get in too but yea, next time round. hahas.
Went to persian to chill - had Mango margarita. It's really nice. Goes down smoothly down my throat, at least it's better than Paul's lime margarita. It's like totally no alcohol. Had some other stuffs like the fries and a bite of kebab. The fries are indeed awesome. I would really say fantastic. A good recommendation. Fries with onion mayonnaise, and it doesn't contain any salt. Which is quite healthy. It's the mayo that gives the taste of salt. WOAH.. Had a little of dry gin - from the med bottle kind. So I think, with all the mixture of the 3 and some of ************** let your imagination run wild, most of it comes from Chivas itself, which I think it's really hard core for me already, yea, so i puked because I had an empty stomach. Hangover was quite bad this morning. Freaking bad. But I managed to sleep after like 2hours of tossing and walking around at home.
My friend was like saying En ah, not bad. Good improvement. I was shocked too. My alcoholic level is not really good. So yea, like what you said, Rainbow shouldn't be a problem to me, just that it's a different liquor. heh heh. I'm awaiting and anticipating for that.
I'm stressed and so are my good friends. Lepak. That's all we can do. My friend was like asking why you're always stressed. I have too many stuffs to worry about. Which is forbidding me for many stuffs. I do agree, alcohol doesn't solve problems but adds on to more. At least, I did enjoy myself even after puking. All of us felt that we're quite bad like that stuffs we did, because that's what people in general will say if they knew about it. Sighs. Afterall, we aren't bad influence or people. People who clubs, drinks or smoke isn't that bad. Unless, his/her personality is dead down smacked onto the ground. Which I totally despise. We're people of once in awhile. We do know our limits and have fun when we ought to.
Just received the Fee Voucher from Ngee Ann. Gotta pay the remaining school fee as I only paid 100++ the first time round. I'll be barred from exams if I didn't by 26th June.
The payment of fine is also not done yet. I've about a week or so to do it. I'm waiting for the reply from SMRT and LTA.
DAMN DAMN DAMN.
I'm really tied down by low cash recently. Actually, most of the time. lols. Wonder why my friends always think I'm freaking rich or something. That's in the past or maybe right now, I still act like one or bring myself in a way. I'm just someone who is a normal class. Not the higher end. No one will ever understand that. So does my family. haha.
Went to the IT fair - PC Show at Suntec. Walked around and just browsed through some stuffs, bought a VoIP Headset cum Microphone. It would be much easier for me to converse over MSN and Skype. Thank god. It's cheap - $5.90. Ate at Just Noodles - too much of free flow of ice-cream, my stomach is really loaded now. I can't grow fat. But.. growing fat for the dress??? ahhh. shall see.
Was kind of shocked to receive a message from this funny senior of mine - Jackson Toh. He wanted to meet me for dinner today (13th) but I couldn't. He thought that he could meet me since I'm at Suntec. He was alone after the movie with his campmates/classmates. So sorry, next time then. You're like impromptu. How in advance was that? I had my day planned before that already.
Was given a box of chocolates. It made my day. Because it's a time to feast and indulge. I shall keep it all to myself. Thanks a lot. It's Bouchee - Belgian chocolate. The cream and caramel melted on my tongue and upper layer of my gum. Delicious. Yummy. I just couldn't describe. Lovely!
Sisters bought 2 dresses for my mum. Nice of you both. Supposed to accompany them and my mum to shop, but I gotta rest for my hangover. At least, my mum didn't ask or suspect much. I felt that I was really bad as a daughter. To think that she's really civilised and well-taught, groomed, I failed as a child. Ahhhh. Oh well, I'm still a young teen not an adult, maybe a young teen trying to grow to a young adult. hahhaa.. damn
I'm not scandalous ok...like wth. since when was that? Someone got a peck on the cheek at MOS on ladies' night. Not bad! It's a blessing which was whatever you told me. Guys will come whacking you. Next time it'll be my turn to go for ladies' night and have fun.
By the way, I'm not a princess. But I felt being treated like one ever since. I'm honoured because your jie meis' had 2nd class treatment.
It made me feel super bad can!! I owe you a lot.
Pastor Evelyn's Birthday and Shin Yun's Birthday on the 13th of June, although it's a friday the 13th - the black friday, I'm not superstitious about it. May all your wishes come true. =D
Pastor Eve's bday celebration is tomorrow at 11 Cluny Park ( her bf's place.) - transport will be provided. Theme: to be dressed in Hawaiian. Bought scotch whisky chocolate for her and made a card for her. I hope you like it, it's from the Chengs - the 4 of us. heh heh. But the card wasn't made by Luke.
oh well. I shall just summarize and post some pictures. Haven't uploaded any pictures at my
blog. So it's time for me to do so. Do savour if you can. =D=D=D
Bouchee
The selection of finest milk & dark choclate with praline filling.
Looks delicious? Tempted? I've eaten 2 of them already.
Gosh. YUM YUM
Mango Margarita - from the restaurant, Persian. Worth it.
Thanks Michael for the treat not only for this, but the others too.
I think you really spent a lot, with cab fare - midnight charge, drinks, food and many others.
And it's not your fault too. Don't worry.
The VoIP that I bought at the IT fair - PC Show.
Really cheap.
Shall test it.
Was dead drunk. Not really drunk though. Had 10 shots of Chivas Regal 18, due to the fact that I lost the game of 'DAI DEE'. That was the punishment that everyone will get if they're the loser. Which I am, luck isn't on my side. I thought I wouldn't be the unlucky one, but after the first 2 shots, I knew it's dawned on me. heh. Before that meeting up with my friends, I went to Mediacorp to find out some stuffs on the survey. Shall await for their call then. Kind of interesting but it depends if people/households are willing to take some of their time off too. My mum then dropped me at Queenstown MRT station and I headed to Clarke Quay. I wasn't late. Was the earliest but supposedly I should be late. They went for dinner at Central - some jap restaurant which I couldn't remember the name. I just had a choco shake which took the longest to be served. Mine was the last! yes. slow. oh well, I don't mind. Then was psycho-ed to go to St James Powerstation. I was quite skeptical about it right from the start. I knew it wouldn't turn out well and I wasn't prepared or in the mood to go too. But still, went ahead since they didn't believe me. hahas. Who was right at the end? Me right?? We reached a little too early, so the club was quite of empty and it's also a dance competition to start the event. Just like how other events are. We then left at like 11.30pm to clarke quay again. Waste of time and money for the ticket/train fare. Met some of my other friends at St James too. Was told to enjoy myself at powerhouse, but I told my friend it was boring. Heard that there was free flow of martini at the Arena. Which I could get in too but yea, next time round. hahas.
Went to persian to chill - had Mango margarita. It's really nice. Goes down smoothly down my throat, at least it's better than Paul's lime margarita. It's like totally no alcohol. Had some other stuffs like the fries and a bite of kebab. The fries are indeed awesome. I would really say fantastic. A good recommendation. Fries with onion mayonnaise, and it doesn't contain any salt. Which is quite healthy. It's the mayo that gives the taste of salt. WOAH.. Had a little of dry gin - from the med bottle kind. So I think, with all the mixture of the 3 and some of ************** let your imagination run wild, most of it comes from Chivas itself, which I think it's really hard core for me already, yea, so i puked because I had an empty stomach. Hangover was quite bad this morning. Freaking bad. But I managed to sleep after like 2hours of tossing and walking around at home.
My friend was like saying En ah, not bad. Good improvement. I was shocked too. My alcoholic level is not really good. So yea, like what you said, Rainbow shouldn't be a problem to me, just that it's a different liquor. heh heh. I'm awaiting and anticipating for that.
I'm stressed and so are my good friends. Lepak. That's all we can do. My friend was like asking why you're always stressed. I have too many stuffs to worry about. Which is forbidding me for many stuffs. I do agree, alcohol doesn't solve problems but adds on to more. At least, I did enjoy myself even after puking. All of us felt that we're quite bad like that stuffs we did, because that's what people in general will say if they knew about it. Sighs. Afterall, we aren't bad influence or people. People who clubs, drinks or smoke isn't that bad. Unless, his/her personality is dead down smacked onto the ground. Which I totally despise. We're people of once in awhile. We do know our limits and have fun when we ought to.
Just received the Fee Voucher from Ngee Ann. Gotta pay the remaining school fee as I only paid 100++ the first time round. I'll be barred from exams if I didn't by 26th June.
The payment of fine is also not done yet. I've about a week or so to do it. I'm waiting for the reply from SMRT and LTA.
DAMN DAMN DAMN.
I'm really tied down by low cash recently. Actually, most of the time. lols. Wonder why my friends always think I'm freaking rich or something. That's in the past or maybe right now, I still act like one or bring myself in a way. I'm just someone who is a normal class. Not the higher end. No one will ever understand that. So does my family. haha.
Went to the IT fair - PC Show at Suntec. Walked around and just browsed through some stuffs, bought a VoIP Headset cum Microphone. It would be much easier for me to converse over MSN and Skype. Thank god. It's cheap - $5.90. Ate at Just Noodles - too much of free flow of ice-cream, my stomach is really loaded now. I can't grow fat. But.. growing fat for the dress??? ahhh. shall see.
Was kind of shocked to receive a message from this funny senior of mine - Jackson Toh. He wanted to meet me for dinner today (13th) but I couldn't. He thought that he could meet me since I'm at Suntec. He was alone after the movie with his campmates/classmates. So sorry, next time then. You're like impromptu. How in advance was that? I had my day planned before that already.
Was given a box of chocolates. It made my day. Because it's a time to feast and indulge. I shall keep it all to myself. Thanks a lot. It's Bouchee - Belgian chocolate. The cream and caramel melted on my tongue and upper layer of my gum. Delicious. Yummy. I just couldn't describe. Lovely!
Sisters bought 2 dresses for my mum. Nice of you both. Supposed to accompany them and my mum to shop, but I gotta rest for my hangover. At least, my mum didn't ask or suspect much. I felt that I was really bad as a daughter. To think that she's really civilised and well-taught, groomed, I failed as a child. Ahhhh. Oh well, I'm still a young teen not an adult, maybe a young teen trying to grow to a young adult. hahhaa.. damn
I'm not scandalous ok...like wth. since when was that? Someone got a peck on the cheek at MOS on ladies' night. Not bad! It's a blessing which was whatever you told me. Guys will come whacking you. Next time it'll be my turn to go for ladies' night and have fun.
By the way, I'm not a princess. But I felt being treated like one ever since. I'm honoured because your jie meis' had 2nd class treatment.
It made me feel super bad can!! I owe you a lot.
Pastor Evelyn's Birthday and Shin Yun's Birthday on the 13th of June, although it's a friday the 13th - the black friday, I'm not superstitious about it. May all your wishes come true. =D
Pastor Eve's bday celebration is tomorrow at 11 Cluny Park ( her bf's place.) - transport will be provided. Theme: to be dressed in Hawaiian. Bought scotch whisky chocolate for her and made a card for her. I hope you like it, it's from the Chengs - the 4 of us. heh heh. But the card wasn't made by Luke.
oh well. I shall just summarize and post some pictures. Haven't uploaded any pictures at my
blog. So it's time for me to do so. Do savour if you can. =D=D=D
Bouchee
The selection of finest milk & dark choclate with praline filling.
Looks delicious? Tempted? I've eaten 2 of them already.
Gosh. YUM YUM
Mango Margarita - from the restaurant, Persian. Worth it.
Thanks Michael for the treat not only for this, but the others too.
I think you really spent a lot, with cab fare - midnight charge, drinks, food and many others.
And it's not your fault too. Don't worry.
The VoIP that I bought at the IT fair - PC Show.
Really cheap.
Shall test it.
12:11 am - Thursday, June 12, 2008
I am kind of bored.. stayed at home the whole day. Did some packing of my room. Still tonnes to go. hmmm.
I am down recently. Wonder why. Shit happens and I brought it upon myself. Well, that is what Timothy told me. I guess his was really bad. Long-distance kind of relationship has its pros and cons. But his I think it's far worst. Well, don't probe too much over it. I think she should really treasure you. You can take the initiative to bomb your bill, and even listen to her sleep. like OMG. hahas. well, my life isn't that as bad as you.
I shall just take time on my own and await then.
Meeting Anli and Joson later on. yepps. And then the others. It's time to chill and relax.
I'm awaiting for my rainbow. You know what i mean. heh.
You're one lucky guy! with princesses around you. So don't be too shy. Guys are really envious of you ok!!! yepps.. And thank you for the thought for my so-called not so special but yet special day. It's a day which I can choose whom to be with. hahas. er... I don't know who. And who will be there. lols.
I shall not brood over it. And be on my own for now.
I am down recently. Wonder why. Shit happens and I brought it upon myself. Well, that is what Timothy told me. I guess his was really bad. Long-distance kind of relationship has its pros and cons. But his I think it's far worst. Well, don't probe too much over it. I think she should really treasure you. You can take the initiative to bomb your bill, and even listen to her sleep. like OMG. hahas. well, my life isn't that as bad as you.
I shall just take time on my own and await then.
Meeting Anli and Joson later on. yepps. And then the others. It's time to chill and relax.
I'm awaiting for my rainbow. You know what i mean. heh.
You're one lucky guy! with princesses around you. So don't be too shy. Guys are really envious of you ok!!! yepps.. And thank you for the thought for my so-called not so special but yet special day. It's a day which I can choose whom to be with. hahas. er... I don't know who. And who will be there. lols.
I shall not brood over it. And be on my own for now.
11:05 pm - Tuesday, June 10, 2008
LiHui called me like at noon. Was glad to hear from her. Yepps so I will decide on the time and everything again. Van has been bugging me too. I'm touched. Hopefully, this time everyone can make it. 2nd July, Hmmm.. Li hui says there's something special. shall see then. ahah. I won't be planning, I think even if i plan, it'll be screwed. Jack and Lihui said the same stuff, let your friends plan for you. Shall see then....
BOOOOOO....
ADIDAS FIREBIRD!!!!! Jack says I should be more polite into hinting. haha. desperate can. so no choice. Yours - the FOSSIL watch.. You're hinting who ah?
I need loads of power. and the power of love and care. haha. Someone enlighten me. I think you did in some way. Sadly, our fate was like that. That kind of distance. hmmmm.....
BOOOOOO....
ADIDAS FIREBIRD!!!!! Jack says I should be more polite into hinting. haha. desperate can. so no choice. Yours - the FOSSIL watch.. You're hinting who ah?
I need loads of power. and the power of love and care. haha. Someone enlighten me. I think you did in some way. Sadly, our fate was like that. That kind of distance. hmmmm.....
12:51 pm - Sunday, June 08, 2008
The daily manna: June 8th 2008.
This is sanity. 7 is the number for perfection, 6 is the number of man - Satan and his unholy trinity. Which is why Satan cannot claim the number 7.
For the previous day: June 7th 2008
We are ever ready to direct God's messages at others but fail to see that the messages are meant for us. Yea, it seriously applies to me and to mankind.
I should really start going to church again. Have been skipping and I can have all sorts of reasons. Maybe that's the reason why I've changed so much ever since. hmmm, I wonder... If this continues on, I will be punished severely, that's what my mum often tells me. I do agree. Things does happen, so yea. Shall be a good servant for God.
Oh well, received a call from Anli. She's going downtown to get her shopping done. I think she really needs it. Since you're going to Adelaide in exactly a month's time, you should get your stuffs while the GSS is ongoing. But yea, don't get too many too. Your luggage can weigh only 20-25kg within that range. I wish you all the best for the upcoming preparations and meet-ups. Will be meeting you and Joson on Thursday then. I've informed him already. We can go Duxton which is a new recommendation, but shall see if I can afford.
I AM PENNILESS NOW.. wahahhaaa. No paycheck received and out of job. So yea, anyone can guess it right. Shall start saving up and maybe try asking from my parents for some cash to survive. =D
Shall get into exercising real soon. I'm putting on loads of fast - the trans fats. Oh my. Si'En is growing big each day. I shall put a stop to it.
Aim: Maintain at 42kg.
I weighed at that 1 and a half months ago. Shall weigh again.
One of the quote I've came across today -
'The opposite of love isn't hate - it's indifference. If you hate me, that means you still care.'
Like woahwoah! Is that really true? To a certain extent, I do agree with it.
Leave your comments on this. heh heh. =D
This is sanity. 7 is the number for perfection, 6 is the number of man - Satan and his unholy trinity. Which is why Satan cannot claim the number 7.
For the previous day: June 7th 2008
We are ever ready to direct God's messages at others but fail to see that the messages are meant for us. Yea, it seriously applies to me and to mankind.
I should really start going to church again. Have been skipping and I can have all sorts of reasons. Maybe that's the reason why I've changed so much ever since. hmmm, I wonder... If this continues on, I will be punished severely, that's what my mum often tells me. I do agree. Things does happen, so yea. Shall be a good servant for God.
Oh well, received a call from Anli. She's going downtown to get her shopping done. I think she really needs it. Since you're going to Adelaide in exactly a month's time, you should get your stuffs while the GSS is ongoing. But yea, don't get too many too. Your luggage can weigh only 20-25kg within that range. I wish you all the best for the upcoming preparations and meet-ups. Will be meeting you and Joson on Thursday then. I've informed him already. We can go Duxton which is a new recommendation, but shall see if I can afford.
I AM PENNILESS NOW.. wahahhaaa. No paycheck received and out of job. So yea, anyone can guess it right. Shall start saving up and maybe try asking from my parents for some cash to survive. =D
Shall get into exercising real soon. I'm putting on loads of fast - the trans fats. Oh my. Si'En is growing big each day. I shall put a stop to it.
Aim: Maintain at 42kg.
I weighed at that 1 and a half months ago. Shall weigh again.
One of the quote I've came across today -
'The opposite of love isn't hate - it's indifference. If you hate me, that means you still care.'
Like woahwoah! Is that really true? To a certain extent, I do agree with it.
Leave your comments on this. heh heh. =D
12:15 am - Saturday, June 07, 2008
IT WAS A NOT VERY GOOD DAY FOR ME. SHIT HAPPENED!!! OR RATHER. I RARELY USE IT TO DESCRIBE IT. ERM. I SHOULD SAY. IT WAS NOT MY DAY. I'M F****ING PISSED AT HOW MY DAY WAS AND ALSO HOW MY LIFE IS EVER SINCE I'M ON EARTH. HEHS =)
To see a smiley there. haha. I'm really mad right?? YES!! Firstly, I overslept because I went to chiong which is to finish my tv serial of Prison Break Season 3. And yea, I'm tired yet not so tired. But I forced myself to finish it. It's really cool, I'm just awaiting for the next season which is Season 4. I love the plot and the actors, Wentworth Miller - Michael Scolefield, Dominic Purcell - Lincoln Burrows. Yea, it should be all for season 3. The rest are not that bad too. It's just, I like these 2 in particular, maybe it's because they're witty and hot? hahhaah
ok, that's the good part of it for yesterday, the wee hours of the morning. So, I went to sleep as usual, woke up at 8am to snooze my phone alarm and continued sleeping. The next time i woke up, it was 1155am I think? So i chiong-ed to get changed and packed my stuffs. Forgoing my breakfast as it's past and I'm really freaking hungry!! Thought of buying brunch at Bedok Interchange. yea, which I should, if not all this wouldn't had happened to me. To act smart, I bought a bun - ham with mayonnaise and egg, from my station. and dang, of course, I didn't eat. It followed suit with me till Bedok station. and when i reached, i thought i was quite late like about 10 minutes, ahh. but I wasn't. I was the first! Heh. yadayada, as i was super hungry, I took out my bun to eat. I ate for quite some time and of course nothing happened. I was really far away from the freaking control station. After quite some time, this staff came and told me off saying that I couldn't eat. Ok I followed suit, but just as I ate my last bite again, he came and said I have to summon you. FUCK! Summon la. I give you all my wealth you want? I've seen many people or even my friends, they don't even get fined for this freaking thing. I didn't even litter ok, although I do know it's against the law which states NO FOOD is ALLOWED! Fine. I've seen people who're in the same situation as me, but they aren't even fined. Only their details are taken down. But what about me??? I'm fined. yea. there goes my money. With wings it flew away. I can't say anything more right? My friend said i should have pleaded since it's my first offence. idiot shit. Yea, I should have listened to you right. To get my brunch from bedok interchange. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... I so wanna cry. NO. It doesn't describe how i felt. It's like my money has been dumped in the bin or something. Which I do know, because my parents do get fined for carpark coupons and speeding. or any other. sighs. I would rather make full use of it. oh well, the guy then came back after he gave me my summon, he said you can also appeal to us if you're unhappy about it, kindly call this number. He underlined it for me. yea right. like it does work??? not all the time though. or rather, there's no need to appeal. All because of all this, I've learnt a lesson. Which I didn't think so at first. But yea. you inspired me. KAOZ. SO to all my fellow friends and anyone out there. Don't ever eat anywhere in the station. No matter how far you're. Still, I hate that bloody idiot. Nothing better to do but to pick on me. Idiot. hahhahahhaha. I should smile and be happy.
Saw this book today, something about life or something? There's this quote that says - Happiness starts with a laughter. I can't really remember. But thanks. You found the book and flipped to the random pages that I should be looking at. oh well, I think I'm not satisfied and of course to be satisfied, I ought to be happy. Which I AM NOT. i do truly agree!
yea, wrinkles on both my palms??? I guess, i'm getting old too soon. Because, when people age, wrinkles are shown on their faces and then it follows on the other parts of the skin on your body. But as for me, it is not the usual scenario. It starts with my palms. So OMG!!! I'm gonna faint. REALLY. first the summon, then I'm aging, or rather greying.!!!!! My hair is also really bad. Everything's not in good shape. Please save me!!!
I shall start rotting at home, since I'm already broke. This will save up quite a lot. But with GSS now and IT fair next week, and I'm rotting home. Who's gonna sponsor me??
I shall find how to get there by public transport - bus/MRT to pay up the fine to LTA. idiot shit, idiot mess that I'm always in. DAMN.
Outing for BA ENVOYS - grp 1 - RED REVOLUTION! The name which I think Jia Hui came up with. kind of cool. yea. Met nice people. practically, all girls and only 2 guys. haha. gonna meet again for the discussion and the design of our flag. yepps.
heys dude - just read your blog. I don't understand. I think it's about working at CAAS and having the good life in transit? hahas. the last sentence, it's friday and you're in love?? zzz. -.- i don't get it. So like what you've said, few will understand it. The minority must be the freaking smart ones to read behind the lines and your poetic stuffs. heh heh. and yea, actually the MIA thing I think it's not referring to you. but anw, nevermind. lols. I dont understand myself too.
Kind of disappointed - now i know why some of them doesn't like to organize gatherings. Especially when they mean a lot to you. I had responses from almost all of them. But mostly, it's either they totally can't or they're busy with school and CCAs, I shall work out a good schedule then. I gotta arrange it nicely to meet my schedule too. I just wanna meet you guys and yea, it will be really hard for us to meet again. so yea. at least once this june hols. Or maybe, my birthday? Which Li Hui said she will be able to make it. I'm glad to hear that. Just wanna spend it with people that are dear to me. I MISS YOU GUYS. <33
To meet ANLI - I really wanna meet and have to meet. Top priority. 19th June. yea. I have a lot to tell you. In short - Jamie whom you have seen only like once and talked once? He isn't a good guy. And he has got nothing to lose. I don't backstab or bad mouth him right from the start. So which you think he is a quite ok guy because you 2 have got good wine/alcoholic knowledge. Well, things has changed ever since it dawned on me. Which my best friend also knew after quite a long time. which is about 1 and a half months later. I was forced to tell. I shall tell you too because I felt that you should know at least before you leave. Because he thinks that you should know. He asked why I hadn't told you when i see you the following day. I couldn't open my mouth to speak about that anyway. I thought that I could just forgive and forget. But it isn't that simple. My dearest senior - you do not have to worry much about me. But I do worry about you, because you're gonna be alone there real soon. Tears are trickling down my cheeks now.
Too many emotions and problems to cope with.
I shall stop here then.
To see a smiley there. haha. I'm really mad right?? YES!! Firstly, I overslept because I went to chiong which is to finish my tv serial of Prison Break Season 3. And yea, I'm tired yet not so tired. But I forced myself to finish it. It's really cool, I'm just awaiting for the next season which is Season 4. I love the plot and the actors, Wentworth Miller - Michael Scolefield, Dominic Purcell - Lincoln Burrows. Yea, it should be all for season 3. The rest are not that bad too. It's just, I like these 2 in particular, maybe it's because they're witty and hot? hahhaah
ok, that's the good part of it for yesterday, the wee hours of the morning. So, I went to sleep as usual, woke up at 8am to snooze my phone alarm and continued sleeping. The next time i woke up, it was 1155am I think? So i chiong-ed to get changed and packed my stuffs. Forgoing my breakfast as it's past and I'm really freaking hungry!! Thought of buying brunch at Bedok Interchange. yea, which I should, if not all this wouldn't had happened to me. To act smart, I bought a bun - ham with mayonnaise and egg, from my station. and dang, of course, I didn't eat. It followed suit with me till Bedok station. and when i reached, i thought i was quite late like about 10 minutes, ahh. but I wasn't. I was the first! Heh. yadayada, as i was super hungry, I took out my bun to eat. I ate for quite some time and of course nothing happened. I was really far away from the freaking control station. After quite some time, this staff came and told me off saying that I couldn't eat. Ok I followed suit, but just as I ate my last bite again, he came and said I have to summon you. FUCK! Summon la. I give you all my wealth you want? I've seen many people or even my friends, they don't even get fined for this freaking thing. I didn't even litter ok, although I do know it's against the law which states NO FOOD is ALLOWED! Fine. I've seen people who're in the same situation as me, but they aren't even fined. Only their details are taken down. But what about me??? I'm fined. yea. there goes my money. With wings it flew away. I can't say anything more right? My friend said i should have pleaded since it's my first offence. idiot shit. Yea, I should have listened to you right. To get my brunch from bedok interchange. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... I so wanna cry. NO. It doesn't describe how i felt. It's like my money has been dumped in the bin or something. Which I do know, because my parents do get fined for carpark coupons and speeding. or any other. sighs. I would rather make full use of it. oh well, the guy then came back after he gave me my summon, he said you can also appeal to us if you're unhappy about it, kindly call this number. He underlined it for me. yea right. like it does work??? not all the time though. or rather, there's no need to appeal. All because of all this, I've learnt a lesson. Which I didn't think so at first. But yea. you inspired me. KAOZ. SO to all my fellow friends and anyone out there. Don't ever eat anywhere in the station. No matter how far you're. Still, I hate that bloody idiot. Nothing better to do but to pick on me. Idiot. hahhahahhaha. I should smile and be happy.
Saw this book today, something about life or something? There's this quote that says - Happiness starts with a laughter. I can't really remember. But thanks. You found the book and flipped to the random pages that I should be looking at. oh well, I think I'm not satisfied and of course to be satisfied, I ought to be happy. Which I AM NOT. i do truly agree!
yea, wrinkles on both my palms??? I guess, i'm getting old too soon. Because, when people age, wrinkles are shown on their faces and then it follows on the other parts of the skin on your body. But as for me, it is not the usual scenario. It starts with my palms. So OMG!!! I'm gonna faint. REALLY. first the summon, then I'm aging, or rather greying.!!!!! My hair is also really bad. Everything's not in good shape. Please save me!!!
I shall start rotting at home, since I'm already broke. This will save up quite a lot. But with GSS now and IT fair next week, and I'm rotting home. Who's gonna sponsor me??
I shall find how to get there by public transport - bus/MRT to pay up the fine to LTA. idiot shit, idiot mess that I'm always in. DAMN.
Outing for BA ENVOYS - grp 1 - RED REVOLUTION! The name which I think Jia Hui came up with. kind of cool. yea. Met nice people. practically, all girls and only 2 guys. haha. gonna meet again for the discussion and the design of our flag. yepps.
heys dude - just read your blog. I don't understand. I think it's about working at CAAS and having the good life in transit? hahas. the last sentence, it's friday and you're in love?? zzz. -.- i don't get it. So like what you've said, few will understand it. The minority must be the freaking smart ones to read behind the lines and your poetic stuffs. heh heh. and yea, actually the MIA thing I think it's not referring to you. but anw, nevermind. lols. I dont understand myself too.
Kind of disappointed - now i know why some of them doesn't like to organize gatherings. Especially when they mean a lot to you. I had responses from almost all of them. But mostly, it's either they totally can't or they're busy with school and CCAs, I shall work out a good schedule then. I gotta arrange it nicely to meet my schedule too. I just wanna meet you guys and yea, it will be really hard for us to meet again. so yea. at least once this june hols. Or maybe, my birthday? Which Li Hui said she will be able to make it. I'm glad to hear that. Just wanna spend it with people that are dear to me. I MISS YOU GUYS. <33
To meet ANLI - I really wanna meet and have to meet. Top priority. 19th June. yea. I have a lot to tell you. In short - Jamie whom you have seen only like once and talked once? He isn't a good guy. And he has got nothing to lose. I don't backstab or bad mouth him right from the start. So which you think he is a quite ok guy because you 2 have got good wine/alcoholic knowledge. Well, things has changed ever since it dawned on me. Which my best friend also knew after quite a long time. which is about 1 and a half months later. I was forced to tell. I shall tell you too because I felt that you should know at least before you leave. Because he thinks that you should know. He asked why I hadn't told you when i see you the following day. I couldn't open my mouth to speak about that anyway. I thought that I could just forgive and forget. But it isn't that simple. My dearest senior - you do not have to worry much about me. But I do worry about you, because you're gonna be alone there real soon. Tears are trickling down my cheeks now.
Too many emotions and problems to cope with.
I shall stop here then.
3:58 am - Wednesday, June 04, 2008
IDIOTIC ITB - which stands for IT in Business. WTF is this module. Seriously I think it's just a waste of time. And yea, I've only started reading ITB stuffs like at 12am 4th of June, like WOAH!!!!!! DAMN ITB.. making me mad. oh well, i didnt really read the notes or textbook too. I just can't be bothered. ahhhhhhhhhhh.. last ffffiing paper.
oh well. after that, I'm meeting my best best best friend, or rather my very special friend. hahas. see you! have loads of catching up too. although we still contact but not in real person. so yea. i look forward to sprouting my nonsense to you again.
many things happened. but it doesn't seem so. I'm currently out of job. no income for myself. which also meant many impacts too. long long story. I bet none of my closest friends know. besides my special friend?
if you do care about me, then do show that you care. It's not about MIA. I didnt MIA and that really made my day i tell you. with the common tests period. Gave myself much more problems to think of too. oh my. i dont know what i am talking about. 4.04 am. which meant my brain cells actually can't work or function in an orderly manner. whooooooo
ANLI!!! I MISS you lOADS!!!! Will visit you in adelaide when i can really make it and yea when I'm financially capable too. Our friendship will be a long distant one. I hope that your choice is good for you. because I am really happy for you. SO.... Do not think in a negative way. Do come back after your honours!!!!
oh well. after that, I'm meeting my best best best friend, or rather my very special friend. hahas. see you! have loads of catching up too. although we still contact but not in real person. so yea. i look forward to sprouting my nonsense to you again.
many things happened. but it doesn't seem so. I'm currently out of job. no income for myself. which also meant many impacts too. long long story. I bet none of my closest friends know. besides my special friend?
if you do care about me, then do show that you care. It's not about MIA. I didnt MIA and that really made my day i tell you. with the common tests period. Gave myself much more problems to think of too. oh my. i dont know what i am talking about. 4.04 am. which meant my brain cells actually can't work or function in an orderly manner. whooooooo
ANLI!!! I MISS you lOADS!!!! Will visit you in adelaide when i can really make it and yea when I'm financially capable too. Our friendship will be a long distant one. I hope that your choice is good for you. because I am really happy for you. SO.... Do not think in a negative way. Do come back after your honours!!!!
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