IT WAS A NOT VERY GOOD DAY FOR ME. SHIT HAPPENED!!! OR RATHER. I RARELY USE IT TO DESCRIBE IT. ERM. I SHOULD SAY. IT WAS NOT MY DAY. I'M F****ING PISSED AT HOW MY DAY WAS AND ALSO HOW MY LIFE IS EVER SINCE I'M ON EARTH. HEHS =)
To see a smiley there. haha. I'm really mad right?? YES!! Firstly, I overslept because I went to chiong which is to finish my tv serial of Prison Break Season 3. And yea, I'm tired yet not so tired. But I forced myself to finish it. It's really cool, I'm just awaiting for the next season which is Season 4. I love the plot and the actors, Wentworth Miller - Michael Scolefield, Dominic Purcell - Lincoln Burrows. Yea, it should be all for season 3. The rest are not that bad too. It's just, I like these 2 in particular, maybe it's because they're witty and hot? hahhaah
ok, that's the good part of it for yesterday, the wee hours of the morning. So, I went to sleep as usual, woke up at 8am to snooze my phone alarm and continued sleeping. The next time i woke up, it was 1155am I think? So i chiong-ed to get changed and packed my stuffs. Forgoing my breakfast as it's past and I'm really freaking hungry!! Thought of buying brunch at Bedok Interchange. yea, which I should, if not all this wouldn't had happened to me. To act smart, I bought a bun - ham with mayonnaise and egg, from my station. and dang, of course, I didn't eat. It followed suit with me till Bedok station. and when i reached, i thought i was quite late like about 10 minutes, ahh. but I wasn't. I was the first! Heh. yadayada, as i was super hungry, I took out my bun to eat. I ate for quite some time and of course nothing happened. I was really far away from the freaking control station. After quite some time, this staff came and told me off saying that I couldn't eat. Ok I followed suit, but just as I ate my last bite again, he came and said I have to summon you. FUCK! Summon la. I give you all my wealth you want? I've seen many people or even my friends, they don't even get fined for this freaking thing. I didn't even litter ok, although I do know it's against the law which states NO FOOD is ALLOWED! Fine. I've seen people who're in the same situation as me, but they aren't even fined. Only their details are taken down. But what about me??? I'm fined. yea. there goes my money. With wings it flew away. I can't say anything more right? My friend said i should have pleaded since it's my first offence. idiot shit. Yea, I should have listened to you right. To get my brunch from bedok interchange. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... I so wanna cry. NO. It doesn't describe how i felt. It's like my money has been dumped in the bin or something. Which I do know, because my parents do get fined for carpark coupons and speeding. or any other. sighs. I would rather make full use of it. oh well, the guy then came back after he gave me my summon, he said you can also appeal to us if you're unhappy about it, kindly call this number. He underlined it for me. yea right. like it does work??? not all the time though. or rather, there's no need to appeal. All because of all this, I've learnt a lesson. Which I didn't think so at first. But yea. you inspired me. KAOZ. SO to all my fellow friends and anyone out there. Don't ever eat anywhere in the station. No matter how far you're. Still, I hate that bloody idiot. Nothing better to do but to pick on me. Idiot. hahhahahhaha. I should smile and be happy.
Saw this book today, something about life or something? There's this quote that says - Happiness starts with a laughter. I can't really remember. But thanks. You found the book and flipped to the random pages that I should be looking at. oh well, I think I'm not satisfied and of course to be satisfied, I ought to be happy. Which I AM NOT. i do truly agree!
yea, wrinkles on both my palms??? I guess, i'm getting old too soon. Because, when people age, wrinkles are shown on their faces and then it follows on the other parts of the skin on your body. But as for me, it is not the usual scenario. It starts with my palms. So OMG!!! I'm gonna faint. REALLY. first the summon, then I'm aging, or rather greying.!!!!! My hair is also really bad. Everything's not in good shape. Please save me!!!
I shall start rotting at home, since I'm already broke. This will save up quite a lot. But with GSS now and IT fair next week, and I'm rotting home. Who's gonna sponsor me??
I shall find how to get there by public transport - bus/MRT to pay up the fine to LTA. idiot shit, idiot mess that I'm always in. DAMN.
Outing for BA ENVOYS - grp 1 - RED REVOLUTION! The name which I think Jia Hui came up with. kind of cool. yea. Met nice people. practically, all girls and only 2 guys. haha. gonna meet again for the discussion and the design of our flag. yepps.
heys dude - just read your blog. I don't understand. I think it's about working at CAAS and having the good life in transit? hahas. the last sentence, it's friday and you're in love?? zzz. -.- i don't get it. So like what you've said, few will understand it. The minority must be the freaking smart ones to read behind the lines and your poetic stuffs. heh heh. and yea, actually the MIA thing I think it's not referring to you. but anw, nevermind. lols. I dont understand myself too.
Kind of disappointed - now i know why some of them doesn't like to organize gatherings. Especially when they mean a lot to you. I had responses from almost all of them. But mostly, it's either they totally can't or they're busy with school and CCAs, I shall work out a good schedule then. I gotta arrange it nicely to meet my schedule too. I just wanna meet you guys and yea, it will be really hard for us to meet again. so yea. at least once this june hols. Or maybe, my birthday? Which Li Hui said she will be able to make it. I'm glad to hear that. Just wanna spend it with people that are dear to me. I MISS YOU GUYS. <33
To meet ANLI - I really wanna meet and have to meet. Top priority. 19th June. yea. I have a lot to tell you. In short - Jamie whom you have seen only like once and talked once? He isn't a good guy. And he has got nothing to lose. I don't backstab or bad mouth him right from the start. So which you think he is a quite ok guy because you 2 have got good wine/alcoholic knowledge. Well, things has changed ever since it dawned on me. Which my best friend also knew after quite a long time. which is about 1 and a half months later. I was forced to tell. I shall tell you too because I felt that you should know at least before you leave. Because he thinks that you should know. He asked why I hadn't told you when i see you the following day. I couldn't open my mouth to speak about that anyway. I thought that I could just forgive and forget. But it isn't that simple. My dearest senior - you do not have to worry much about me. But I do worry about you, because you're gonna be alone there real soon. Tears are trickling down my cheeks now.
Too many emotions and problems to cope with.
I shall stop here then.
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C R U S H
by David Archuleta
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
CRUSH!!!
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