Current Status: High body temperature of 38.7 degrees celcius.
Current Mood: Bloody irritated and pissed. Am exhausted because I'm freaking sick, but somehow, I have loads of hormones raging in me keeping me super energized.
Conclusion: Signs of hyper activeness which leads to me not being able to sleep for about 2 days. Will not recover so soon. It happens once again.
Current stress level: HIGH! With many bloody projects and people who can take me for granted. Almost everyone. DAMN all of you.
About my day on Friday the 11th of July: Woke up super early so as to wake my good friend and some other. Wanted to wake up to finish my projects which kicks up to about 6 of them. But I couldn't. Idiotic fever and body aches all over. Rested for more and then headed to school. Had CATS which is still ok. But super duper cold. Then headed for SW:Hip Hop. Didn't attend the class as there's problem with the Audio system and so Justis said anyone can leave if they want to. As I couldn't even jump or move easily with the muscle and joint aches, I then headed down to Canteen 1, was being interviewed by some Yr 3 BS student for her project . Then, headed to the library to past my time while waiting for my mum. Was shivering under the sun, what more in the library. Friends thought I was faking to be sick. Because I don't really look sick. But could tell that I had difficulty talking and my face shows a little right?
Fast foward, then met up with my good friends - the swiss people or the monsters or whatever it is. I LOVE YOU GIRLS. It's glad that we met up again, although it's supposed to be a mini belated celebration for me. Was sick but am glad to see them. Can take my thoughts and attention away too. Came home, so I'm worst, as I'm exposed to diff kinds of temp out there. Bloody shit.


With family problem shortly after. What's wrong with me being the eldest daughter? Don't appreciate me? Younger sis fighting with my mum. Damn you la. Show some respect. If you're that capable then get lost. Things don't get the way you want. Like how we are all fated to be in. I tell you, Mum's lifespan will shorten even more ok!!! At the rate you're driving her crazy, I won't be able to stay with you guys too. I don't wanna see myself crying pathetically at her grave someday. I won't be able to support the family alright! I'm mentally unstable and so please stop giving me nonsense. I wonder why you're brought to earth. Do you know I'm trying so hard to make lives better for all of us, the family? I can neglect my health, my studies, so damn it, get your ass off and pass your exams. I don't mind sending you guys off and not myself.
DAMN.
FEELING SHIT.

Thanks for those who cared about me. Telling me to rest and relax. I appreciate the concerns you guys had for me.

I think I should chill on my own and just freeze from then on.