I'm not being emo. -.-. I am human too and so I gotta express my feelings like somehow in a manner. I'm down with flu, high fever, shivers, etc. Amazingly, I can still be somewhat normal. Woah. Although I did skip lectures such as to get more rest. I slept like the whole of Wed evening till 10 plus. And for today, it's because of PED - Poly experience day, so I made myself not look sick. Damn. I forgot to take panadol in the morning. And with a bad throat and fever, not drinking much water for the day too, I endured PED and the emcee-ing for the full house lecture theatre. It was rather ok, but my voice was soft with the microphone. Reason: BAD THROAT! Saw some of my juniors and the event ended at 6.30pm. Was raining, it's a good weather, but wrong time, I'm sick. Feeling warm and cold at the same time. Bloody shit. With so many projects at hand and assignments, sometimes I wonder why am I putting in so much effort but getting the same as the rest. Super idiotic. Will start mugging for the coming semester exams already. I'm lagging a lot behind because I can't listen or was daydreaming all the time. Blame it on short attention span. Shall start like really soon. It's less than a month away. To also meet my GPA expectations. I think I'll just faint. Having the same effect as I did way back. How do I control? I'm like feeling shit and in deep shit.
Heard from Anli and I hope you're doing fine. Was glad that we conferenced via MSN. =D. Afterall, it's not that bad. It's only the 1st day you're there. So chill and get yourself settled slowly. Take some time yea?
Am I pms-ing? Or am I not? But I do know that I'm not. Cause I rarely do.
Sighs. I shall not think about it then. Saying goodbye will be a sooner a later kind of thing. I'm responsible for myself and to think if it's worth. Maybe, I'm somehow blinded in a way. I shall stop being nice to people around me or myself. Time for a change.
A Change.
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C R U S H
by David Archuleta
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
CRUSH!!!
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