Alrights. My night yesterday was quite of a havoc. Indeed!
Suresh and yishu accompanied me to drink at Holland Village. Thanks dudes.
Suresh also did listen to my sorrows, I was like telling him that I'm that a lousy friend or girlfriend to anyone. He did try to cheer me on, but it's kind of hard with me pouring all over. But it was still helpful in a manner with him telling me some stuffs that I would want to hear.

Many people buzzed my phone. Spammed me and all sorts. They were all really and seriously worried about me. Especially when I didn't answer their calls it became worst.
A sudden thought came to my mind: Why are they all calling at this time? Or did they have a hunch that I wasn't alright?
These are the people who called and msg-ed me profusely:
Jackson, Shawn, Michael ( another michael friend of mine), Timothy, Anli, Alicia, Cheryl.

Didn't want to bother my special friend. But still, I did tell him that I was out drinking at which place and will be out till late of course. He buzzed me quite a lot, and with me not answering, it's much worst. He was really worried, and wanted to cab down to send me home. But finally my friend Timothy drove me home so he didn't have to cab down to find me. Thanks a lot dude. I really owe you a lot ever since the first day I knew you. That's what I've felt all along. Very hard to explain but I do treasure the friendship we had.

Thanks to Timothy, he spotted me at Holland Village. I didn't realise you're there dude. He's kind of shocked why I was there drinking. He knew something must be up. Am glad you didn't leave although you wanted to. So you waited at the carpark and knew that I needed your ride home? Although I said bring me to powerhouse and you said I'm crazy. That's really nice of you to wait for me and the for the safe ride home. And you're like si'en ah x2, what's up with you, come on, you shouldn't be in such a state. Upon hearing, it made me worst, waterfall all the way.

Was supposed to go to powerhouse to meet the girls, but I ended up puking. I didn't drink much, I know too, I drank really fast, I gulped the glasses that I have. So yea, my friends stopped me from going and I was crying to cheryl at that time. Explaining why I can't appear there. Thanks to everyone who were there for me. I'm seriously grateful for that.

My dearest did call too. Quite expensive for her. I will call you again, but you better pick up this time. You do know my efforts! heh heh. After reading my post you should know I'm drunk earlier this morning. And yes, Jack actually did reply your tag at his blog. Do read it. Am so touched. You 2 are always there for me.

Sorry peeps for leaving all of you ups and downs for me. I will be fine, although it is something to prevent you all from worrying about me, but I gotta do so. If not, you all will still worry. So please don't. I will settle my emotions on my own, hopefully. Just wanna thank all of you.
The last thing that made my day a little.
Somehow I stereotype all guys, but..
This is what Suresh said.
You know, girls like you at this very point are very vulnerable to get a fling or get fling-ed, but yet, you're the girl who's much way different from the ones that are on the streets. You're just that special friend that all guys would want to cherish a friendship with you. You're indeed a good girl who deserve much better. You don't deserve this hardship that you're going through.
Upon hearing this, yes, jackson had told me that long ago too. So, I'm glad that these few people had told me. Because, I hate guys who just wanna be there for the girl and after that, for whatever reasons, the ambience or what moment it seems, they'll start to fall for each other at that moment for that lust. This is not what I want. I don't even wish for such a situation to happen. All I ask for are really good friends, and especially if they're guys, just to be there for me and see my unglamarous sight. I'm alright with it as long as I'm able to unlock the emotions in my heart.

So, of course, I didn't appear for work, hopefully they won't sack me please. I owe people money now and I'm in need of that for my expenses. Piano lessons later on followed by driving. Will be meeting special friend to get mooncake and off I go.

I will endure this and it's only day 5 for me. Many more to go...