Enough of the sad stuffs that I have and have been going through. I felt seriously bad enough to have hurt anyone around me. I'm so sorry and I hope it won't ever happen again. And if i did in the future, it's unintentional. I would have hurt you it's because of the insecurity that I have and also the confidence that's lacking in myself. Besides, it's also the many incidents that had happened during the whole of this relationship. It's really a long long story. I bet no one actually knew. Maybe there are? The humiliation that I face and all sorts. I wouldn't want to talk about it because I will be the one who's totally at fault. So.. I'll just heck. I will never be the one who's right about anything. Sighs.
So.. Drinking, smoking and any others relating to it, it's nothing of anyone's business. It's mine.


To move away from all the bad happenings that I have in my life, I'm a happy person today!!!
I passed my BTT!! WHOO. I did the test like twice to ensure that I can pass. hahas. And idiotically, I didn't bring my specs or put on contacts, so I didn't pass my vision test. I could see everything but that last small tiny weany letter E!!!! DANG. so yea, I gotta make a trip down again to apply for my PDL before the start of my driving lessons.
Thanks Suresh and your whoever friend who actually came down to wait for me. Although I've wasted like an hour plus. So sorry.

Then, went for some grooming session. Freaking broke now. I had a change of plan today. Didn't visit oily (darrel) and his operated knee. Another day ok dude? Stop slacking at home while in NS. I went to the salon cut, dyed and had treatment for like more than 2 hours or so. I guess it's not that bad. Bao ying thinks I'm crazy. Supposed to have her and the others to accompany. Well, so it means we can have much more time bonding together you know, girl. So yea, then Joson was like waiting for me at gombak to pass the AC econs notes to me. It's a whole load of it. Anli - mission is complete. Will help you send this pile to Adelaide.

Joson - Good luck studying for your A levels, in 6 weeks time. Do well and we'll hang out again soon enough. Hopefully, I'm also free by then. You'll have my support. Feel free to call me out for mugging session. I do need them too. The song sung by jerry yan is nice. Send me ok!! thanks.

Working tomorrow till Friday. Yes, the cash to fill my pocket again. Embarrassment today, swiped the card like 4 times and it couldn't get through. hahas. like gosh.

It's the hols, but I'm not really free. Free? To a certain extent. But there's so many things for me to do and complete it. Too many things on my mind, too many things to accomplish, when will I ever get time to myself? For soul searching again? I guess I shall not. It leads to emotional stress sooner or later. So.... just slug like nothing's bothering me. You're on your own when you've made the move to step into another world.

Gossip girl season 2 is out. So do catch it. I'm almost done with season 1 already. Like within 2 days. I'm that fassstttt.


Note of the day:
Do not be wavered by how people look at you. Your innocence still does exist.
Wait for the right person to discover it and you'll be fine.
Loose or unscrewed, it all depends on yourself. You can't be judged in that manner anymore.

To rebel is the solution to certain issues but practically it seems that it's almost to everything.