Have been thinking a lot lately. That's when I actually thought about my life, should I be single and endure everything alone or just let him be there to support me. So, I decided to give myself a break and not turn up for work. Emo - ing lately. And I guess I need to regain the confidence in myself. Sighs. I felt quite screwed up. Having the load to uphold my values and also the situations around me.
Have been tearing a lot. When I see you or even when I don't. I'm not pretty sure, but somehow I just wanna ease myself in a manner. Sorry for ytd, for some irrational kind of thought and words that came out from me.
To you - I fear losing actually almost everyone. Be it a friend or boyfriend/girlfriend and whatsoever. I do hope that we can succumb the many differences. I wouldn't want the setback to haunt on me again. I'm actually on the verge of losing anyone at any point of time. It's hard for anyone to understand, but it's just the life that I'm going through. So I hope, you would be the last one there for me. Like the one that I can trust and sow my efforts within.
Just emailed Mr Shaw recently, am glad to receive his reply although he's pretty busy for preparation to his next adventures - travelling and also to Mexico, his next destination. TF04 will definitely miss you tonnes. I guess almost anyone in Ngee Ann Poly, especially for your BCOMM lessons. So.. He replied and gave me a whole load of comments for my BCOMM presentations.
This is the email reply from him:
Hi Erica, Yes, I've been a little busy lately with finishing things at Ngee Ann and getting ready for my next adventures -- traveling for about 6 weeks and then moving to Mexico. But all is well. Regarding your oral presentation... Let me first say, I was impressed from the beginning of the semester (your first presentation) with your overall confidence when speaking. You gave the impression that you believed in what you were speaking about, and you were bold and enthusiastic about it. This is terrific and I encourage you to maintain this demeanor for all of your future presentations. You even improved with this confidence throughout the semester. I felt that it was the highlight of your final presentation. Overall, your final presentation was very good. Although, you did have a few instances where you got "stuck" and had a couple of awkward pauses. This is normal, and the best solution is usually just more practice. Practicing your specific speech more so that you know exactly what to expect when delivering the speech, but also practicing being in front of an audience more as well. Often times when people get nervous in front of an audience, one result is getting stuck when transitioning from one topic to the next. Becoming more comfortable in front of audiences through practice is the best cure. I hope that through this semester, you've been able to feel more comfortable speaking in front of relatively large audiences. It's not easy! Another quick note: your eye contact was good, but as for everyone, it can still be improved. Think of the "1 second rule" -- try to make eye contact with a person for 1 second, and then move on to someone else, and then someone else, and then someone else, etc. Establish a personal connection with the audience. It really does help to build trust and convince the audience that you really believe in your topic. So, I can't tell you exactly right now (things are still being finalized), but I will say that I gave you excellent marks for your oral presentations. Your marks for the writing assessments were on the lower side, but your oral presentation marks (30%) definitely helped your overall grade a lot. I hope the break has been treating you well!
GOSH GOSH!!!
Oh my.. Quite bad. I do know I've not been practising on writing a lot recently. Not recently but almost close to like a year kind of thing ever since getting out of JC. RAHHHH. I hope I can get like above a B grade. Like seriously, it will be very bad if I get lower than that. My overall GPA will just be very very low. I have this hunch, it'll definitely be very accurate! Trust me.
BTT is tomorrow and have been trying the questions online. Quite a number of mistakes, and like sort of demoralize me. Dang! Will continue to pract again. Wish me the best of luck.
Suresh who's my BTT expert will be accompanying me tmr!! Great! My supper buddy who stays quite near me. haha.
Please let me pass!!!!
Apple - Thanks for the chalet. Love you girl!! hahas. meet up again. It's great to meet up with you guys.
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C R U S H
by David Archuleta
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
CRUSH!!!
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