I'm still sick. It's like the third day. It went up - 38 Degrees Celcius. Dang, and a day before the F1 race which I'm going for. Sighs, why???
Due to the lack of sleep, tormenting and torturing myself, crying at any point of time, not eating my meals well and almost everything that I've done to hurt myself. I do not regret, but it's a turning point I guess.
Anli and Jackson Tay have been and are still worrying about me. Their concerns are much appreciated and I cherish them a whole lot.
Am troubled and boggled by problems from many areas. It's not only my broken and already over-ed relationship, but also on stuffs like my health, my final Grade 8 exams and counting on. The one that bothers me is my clique. We do not contact that often, also due to A levels on its way, but somehow, I know you girls are there. However, the actions being shown or rather, some things that are not said, my sixth sense do tell. That's a reason why no matter what I'm facing or going through, I don't tend to tell you all. You can say I'm bringing up a brave front, maybe that's an acted one, but nevertheless, how much do you all know about me? I know you girls care, have seen some big parts of me in segments. But, ever wondered, no matter where I am, I am always there for you all? Sighs, I do not know how to continue this, shall talk about it again. I'm gonna vent it on something or someone else, maybe?
Added stuffs - will be working at Swiss Club from next month onwards, am glad that I could earn some extra cash after school hours too. Thank you Suresh for your recommendation.
F1's tonight, the ultimate and first ever night race in Singapore. I'm so proud to be a Singaporean and also that fact that I'm living here. ( though I've always wanted to migrate to let's say Aussie). Life's gotta go on, and here I am, still in my bewildered mess. I am going to clear it up and face it really soon. Maybe tonight? The next week? Or the next month? I do not know.
So here, the support from the special ones will be the ego booster for me and I will show you who's Si'En and the girl who is deemed as the special one in many, at least for you, my special friend.
P.S. My special friend has just became the sand of my life. rahhhs
xoxo
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C R U S H
by David Archuleta
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
CRUSH!!!
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RANDOM FACTS
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