Sighs.. I seriously don't know what you guys want with me or out of me and how you guys are thinking. Could or can you guys just tell me directly what you all are thinking about?
Maybe I'm putting too much thoughts into it, maybe I'm not?
Jack - You set me thinking, once again. No wonder you're that special one. *tsktsk*
Often talks to me in a ji pua ji pua manner (neither here nor there or everywhere) in hokkien. Haiyo. I'm speechless.
I shall stand firm and will never be swayed, dude I definitely will ok.
And as promised, no more tears for 2 weeks? I will try to accomplish it and then cry later on. You expected that coming I guess?
Am seriously ill now, with fever of 37.7 degrees celcius, amazingly I'm at work. Enduring the super duper cold air-conditioning, I'm shivering a whole lot, yet I gotta tell myself I can pull through. My right eye is also swollen like some cock. Ahh.. First, it's panda eye, followed by super heavy eye bags that makes me look like a joop. oh well oh well, that's my life and so it's me - the MONSTER. Gastric's coming back, it has, oh nooooo.. My body's breaking down slowly..
Let me see for tonight, what will happen...
Anw, dude, enjoy your festive wedding dinner tonight, don't emo about it because someone can't attend it with you. There will be future and many opportunities.
And by the way, what green light you've given me? Your nonsense once again.
Anli - I'm so glad you're back even if it's a short period of a couple of days. Have fun dolling up with your new haircut. I wanna see it!
Quite a number of friends, or even my past ( ex-bfs) has told me before, a point taken. Their parents especially their Mums' have a good impression of me. So what's so good about me? Some said it's because they wish to have a daughter like me and all sorts, what kind of bullshit. Maybe I just treat their sons too well I guess. Self-praise!! hahas.
Some, like someone's mum, had some funny thought about me. Only seen me like twice and it's been in her mind? It's quite long ago already. you know who i'm talking about. No. Maybe you don't. Eh, I'm innocent and there's nothing ok? Then someone said, you know, sadly my mum had a much deeper impression of you? huh??? nonsense.
Standing firm...
Day 18..
What's that special quality that I have in me?
"Tell me 3 words, 8 letters, and I'll be yours"
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C R U S H
by David Archuleta
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
CRUSH!!!
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at Ngee Ann Polytechinc
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Year 1 student
Music fanatic
A pianist and cellist
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Once an Acs-ian ( arts and science student) should say a mix of both
Ex ACCO cellist. Loves her Cliques - the LMAOs(consisting for 2 NJ, 3 AC, 1 NYJ & 1 PJ)
The ACCO people
Class of TF04 in NP
Bestie - Joson
Fader turned Sand - Jackson
Girl that's always there - AnLi
and basically anyone who's always there or secretly there for me.
F I F T E E N
RANDOM FACTS
RANDOM FACTS
well, i am 18 years old, aren't i?
SPARKS OF EVIL..
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T O D O L I S T
13/10 FTT and many more?
T A G B O A R D
yakkity yak yak
RANTTSSS
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