WOAH!
It's just very random of me, yet, not very random too. Should I say that I'm on a high or towards the roller coaster ride again.? Or..Living in a world of darkness but am trying to find the path of light?
I wonder. But nevertheless, it's still me. I don't change. I stand firm and I do know or rather, close ones knows that I'm not alright, and will never be healed so soon. You guys know me too well, I'm so touched and amazed about the kind of friends that I really had.
Yes.. Cookies from special - Jack, I shall rate it 7.5/10. It seems that this time it has some kind of weird lemony and bitter burnt taste, but it's delicious. *winks*
Your enhanced recipe ain't that bad. Cool, I should say.
It's sort of a woo ha now.
Shall reply to my tags:
Anli - I know you meant well and am really thankful for this period, will drop you a call anytime soon 24/7. hahs. Loves
Baoying - girl, you're so sweet that I couldn't start to munch you. hahas. gross! anw, yea we're in the same class and you may or may not see the madness in me anymore. My down period is up now, sadly. So don't miss the old times of me. hehs. Thanks girl for your listening ear and support too. I won't be misled by the stories. No worries. I hope I do feel better each day too. I will try my very best. Love you too. =)
Jack - What eek? and what due time? hahas. You can't escape ok! And of course, I agree almost more than half of it for your reply to passerby, it is like really the end of my world. If not, why would I be in such a state now? I wouldn't be so if it didn't hurt of impacted me much I should say. The eyes.. told you, I don't mind it popping out, biongs!!! and I will try ok.. This time, this promise is kind of hard. I can't promise this to anyone to you or whoever, you know ah. lols.
Passerby -
Tag 1: get a grip of myself, just because it's only a r/s? I do agree with that, like without a r/s, you wouldn't die or can't carry on with your life. But, did you ever think, if you were the one facing the reality I am encountering? Maybe or maybe not, you can carry on eventfully in a nick of time, but the scars will still remain and it can never be mended. In any case, you weren't the one experiencing what I'm facing, so yea, you wouldn't know how it feels in some sense.
Tag 2: Of course, he would want or chose to defend me that's because he's my special friend and in many cases, no one actually does understand the kind of r/s that we have. It's not some kind of platonic, oh please. He doesn't and has never had anything in mind with me right from the start. I guess you should understand the situation at the very least? and in fact, in any case, he will be defending, supporting of opposing me when deemed to be rightful. So it's not only during such a period that he will be there for me. He's always there. Lines are drawn but maybe it seems to everyone that it's not. Only certain few will know the wonderful r/s we had. haha.
Crius - what an interesting name. =) oh wells, I will take good care of my health as much as I can and want to, but some circumstances would hinder me to do so. No worries about me.Will stay happy and it's almost impossible to not think about it. I did try my ultimate best doing many other stuffs and so on. It will come back to me somehow.
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C R U S H
by David Archuleta
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
CRUSH!!!
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